further grring, argghing, etc.
So I've been bawling my eyes out for a good 20 minutes now. Obviously, this means I'm still not coherent enough to explain just what the fuck happened Saturday night, and as such, means that if at all possible, I need to have an actual chat with the other parties involved. And by actual chat I mean pretty much assaulting them with exactly how I feel and seeing just how much BS they try to toss back at me.
I'll leave you with this thought:
Just how many times do you have to tell someone you're interested before they'll actually say whether they are or aren't back?
or
How many ways do I have to say "I'm mad" before either of them will realize it and ask?
It's time I resolved this bullshit. I don't need this anymore. I'm done being jerked around, and I want answers. This time I'm getting them. All I have to do now is actually see them before I leave for home tomorrow.
And a few quotes from the song I've got on repeat as I dry my eyes and blow my nose:
-"Medicate me again, so I fall away."
-"I feel torn between two different sides of an opinion."
-"I never said that I didn't need you, so put down your arms and wrap them both right around me."
I'll leave you with this thought:
Just how many times do you have to tell someone you're interested before they'll actually say whether they are or aren't back?
or
How many ways do I have to say "I'm mad" before either of them will realize it and ask?
It's time I resolved this bullshit. I don't need this anymore. I'm done being jerked around, and I want answers. This time I'm getting them. All I have to do now is actually see them before I leave for home tomorrow.
And a few quotes from the song I've got on repeat as I dry my eyes and blow my nose:
-"Medicate me again, so I fall away."
-"I feel torn between two different sides of an opinion."
-"I never said that I didn't need you, so put down your arms and wrap them both right around me."