Do you ever feel like your acting? Like, constantly feel like your playing a role.. not even a role.. but your motions are displayed purely for other people and how they might view them? Like your an actress in this movie of your life and your constantly scared someone out there may be a critic and see through your motions? Thats how I feel.. and ( Read more... )

I get attached easy, I get it. I never used to cry... I hate these emotions overwhelming me.. it feels alien. Supposedly it will go away at 25. its only been 2 days and I miss him.
You never really escape high school

I never used to cry...

Okay, so Im finding homesickness comes in waves and the big wave (xmas/bday) has passed, and with its passing, Im not longer sure how long I want to stay in Oz/NZ/Thailand. I know my friends miss me and there is a part of me that wants to return to them, I miss them, I have loved ones, my cat, my bunny, Tink, Ed, Larry, Pat, Elsa, Christine and ( Read more... )

I have seen peace. I have seen pain ( Read more... )

Did I disappoint you or let you down ( Read more... )

My life is brilliant ( Read more... )

6 months in. About 16 months till I return home.. long time... what from my old life will remain and withstand the test of time?

I'm in love with a girl
And I was gonna write a poem
To say how much I love her
And all the things about her I love
(everything)
But then I realised
No amount of words
Could ever do her justice
So I'll simply say I love her
And miss her
and cant wait to put my arms around her
When I return, Im returning for her

A man travels the world over in search of what he needs and returns home to find it. - George Moore ( Read more... )

I now have two jobs, one at an internet cafe and one at a massage parlour so Im okay for money again. What a relief..