...cryptic/ Why is it that no matter what I do and how much I don't want... I always see and here things round me. Always when I don't need it, when it makes things worse. What is it about me that makes people not want to bother? That makes people think I'm not worth it, that I'm not worth bothering with, working for or even trying? Yet still I ( Read more... )

cryptic/I came to a realization tonight. I'm not really sure if I care if it's right or wrong. It works and perhaps it will help in regaurds to someone and some things. I don't know yet. But this is the calmest I've felt about it since it happened too long ago. It's not worth it. She's not worth it. She was nothing but a spoiled little brat who ( Read more... )

Jay is stupid. Jay is a big stupid crazy, spaztic, spacey person.... Maybe I'll explain tomorrow. *wanders off to find sleep aka death*

*poofalies*