grrr....

[krazysidhe]

...cryptic/ Why is it that no matter what I do and how much I don't want... I always see and here things round me. Always when I don't need it, when it makes things worse. What is it about me that makes people not want to bother? That makes people think I'm not worth it, that I'm not worth bothering with, working for or even trying? Yet still I always end up alone. *laughs bitterly* Guess that's what I'm meant to be alone, end up being and old fucking maid... *laughs* Would figure. But no I can't fucking get drunk tonight, I can't fucking loose it and even if I did no one would care. *giggles* I'm going to bed. nini. /cryptic...

*disappears* (if only for good, sometimes I wish.)