Coming to The Realization....
I am scared as hell of growing up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have no real reason to be scared it's something everyone does...I think I am just scared of losing the ones I love.... Yes I want to get married and have kids and watch them grow up...but I don't want to lose the people in my life...I dont want things to happen where I will never see these people again, where I will never be able to hug them and hear their voices and tell them I love them!!!!!! I hate emotions I really do this has been one really screwed up week, it is definetly the weather!