So bummed out.

I have to bail on RENT AND Into the Woods auditions after all of my excitement, stress, preparation and hope for this Spring...

The final weekend of BOTH shows are over May 20-21st. Steampunk World's Fair weekend. I'm NOT missing that. It's important to me and to Pat and my friends... Not to mention the weekend before that is Lissy & ( Read more... )

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Scorpio Something very small starts to heat up midday until it is impossible to ignore by tonight, and it might interfere with your sleep. Fortunately it's only a temporary disturbance, but you still have to face it.

It was a LONG, rough day today. Started with a glimmer of excitement and nervousness, and then I started getting overly nervous and ( Read more... )

It seems that Spring has sprung...
I want so desperately to go get lost in the woods in this gorgeous weather with someone I love, and laugh, and kiss, and run, and hold hands... and just... not waste this precious early spring evening...

Alas.

At least I can open my apartment windows.

Anyway, the original reason for this post is simply that I was ( Read more... )

Everyone seems so depressed. I feel so bad that everyone is sad. I'm not one to discount myself among those who are feeling depressed for one reason or another... But I feel like  I just want to hug everyone I know, everyone I love so very much, SOOOOO badly right now. Those of you who are feeling down, and those of you who are having the time of ( Read more... )

Delirious Rush.

Appearing one final time with (most) of our original lineup.

New Year's Eve, 2007.
Pajama Party at Papa Ray's in Newark, DE.
10pm - 1am

We have lost Amy (our original bassist), to her injury and other pursuits.
We will lose Cheryl immediately following the new year to her new life overseas.
This is the last show, folks.

Come and party with ( Read more... )

Achy & sore... and utterly emotionally crushed beyond belief...

My only update is that I'm home tonight trying to rest so I don't get REALLY sick, when I should be snuggled up for wine and a movie with Bill.

Oh... and that I pick up the Aveo tomorrow.
(*And there was much rejoicing... yay.*)

Don't actually know how I made it through the work day ( Read more... )

Today, my normally lucky day lives up to its reputation.
Today, I want to just disappear forever.

I miss the spark of happiness and the hope and expectation I had for my future once...

Today, I am empty... Again.

Today, I lost again, without even truly gaining back what I once loved so much.

Tomorrow is a place I don't care about anymore.

~S~

PS. Today or ( Read more... )

There's very little that is worse in this world than history repeating itself...

*Disappointment and Rejection*

~S~

Today was supposed to be a different kind of day.

Life is a funny thing.
Not always the funny that gives you that good, happy feeling.
Sometimes it's just ironic or surprising, and all you can do is laugh... so that you don't cry.

*Hugs* to those of you who were expecting today to be something more than what it has come to be.
I will continue to over- ( Read more... )