RENT-less & Out of the Woods...
So bummed out.
I have to bail on RENT AND Into the Woods auditions after all of my excitement, stress, preparation and hope for this Spring...
The final weekend of BOTH shows are over May 20-21st. Steampunk World's Fair weekend. I'm NOT missing that. It's important to me and to Pat and my friends... Not to mention the weekend before that is Lissy & Adam's wedding.
I know in either case, it's "just another show"... but FUCK. :-(
It just SUCKS that it comes to this. I only just noted the actual final show schedules for the first time today.
I hate that I have to choose. dumb. MAD MAD MAD.
I'll be bummed out if I don't even give it a shot, and I'll certainly be miserable if I actually ended up in either show and missed out on SPWF... This conflict brings NOTHING but misery.
As Aimee suggested, this means that I can concentrate on the band and my personal fitness for a while... But as a "bright side" it's actually still pretty grim. I hope the two local theatres who have not announced their full 2011 seasons give me something else I feel like I could sink my teeth into... but I'm a damn ROCK singer, and I want a shot at RENT (and maybe even playing 'Maureen') before I'm too old to look good in a skintight catsuit, or alongside the other 20-somethings of the ideal cast of RENT.
It's important that I don't over-do it or try to smash everything in somehow. I just hope I get another shot somewhere for either show...
I even considered the Dramateur's Joseph...Dreamcoat, but the auditions are on the Saturday afternoon of Relaxicon and ON Pat's birthday. So that one's a no go before I even get a shot at it.
I'm thoroughly frustrated with my entire dramatic career right now, and certainly 2011's disappointing prospects thus far. :-(
/rant-whine
I have to bail on RENT AND Into the Woods auditions after all of my excitement, stress, preparation and hope for this Spring...
The final weekend of BOTH shows are over May 20-21st. Steampunk World's Fair weekend. I'm NOT missing that. It's important to me and to Pat and my friends... Not to mention the weekend before that is Lissy & Adam's wedding.
I know in either case, it's "just another show"... but FUCK. :-(
It just SUCKS that it comes to this. I only just noted the actual final show schedules for the first time today.
I hate that I have to choose. dumb. MAD MAD MAD.
I'll be bummed out if I don't even give it a shot, and I'll certainly be miserable if I actually ended up in either show and missed out on SPWF... This conflict brings NOTHING but misery.
As Aimee suggested, this means that I can concentrate on the band and my personal fitness for a while... But as a "bright side" it's actually still pretty grim. I hope the two local theatres who have not announced their full 2011 seasons give me something else I feel like I could sink my teeth into... but I'm a damn ROCK singer, and I want a shot at RENT (and maybe even playing 'Maureen') before I'm too old to look good in a skintight catsuit, or alongside the other 20-somethings of the ideal cast of RENT.
It's important that I don't over-do it or try to smash everything in somehow. I just hope I get another shot somewhere for either show...
I even considered the Dramateur's Joseph...Dreamcoat, but the auditions are on the Saturday afternoon of Relaxicon and ON Pat's birthday. So that one's a no go before I even get a shot at it.
I'm thoroughly frustrated with my entire dramatic career right now, and certainly 2011's disappointing prospects thus far. :-(
/rant-whine