this is the song you and me danced to that first night
*yawn* why am i so tired? haha.
lately i haven't minded doing my homework at all. it's good but so weird.. now i'll sometimes do my homework right after school rather than midnight. i'm becoming a good girl. lol.
i'm thinking of going on this sacred heart diet.. if found the website somewhere. it lasts like 7 days and supposedely you are supposed to lose like 10-17 lbs. woah. lol. that'd be great. but i don't like having to eat exactly what the diet tell me to because i probably don't have some of the food in my house and i don't feel like going out and buying it.. and you have to make this soup. i'll have to be really organized and pay attention to what i eat. the problem i would have is with lunch at school.. they say you have to eat like eggs and soup and i'm not bringing that to school cause i'll just look weird. haha. it's only 7 days. I CAN DO IT. ah i think i am like obsessed with diets. i don't have an eating disorder but i just have weird eating habits. i binge like all the time even when i'm not hungry at all. i love food.. and i hate it also. i've been having these thoughts at like the beginning of the days of like fasting for a week but then at the end of the day i give in and eat and think to myself that it's not worth it. i ate too much and i feel siiiick.
i gotta go clean and then i'll probably just go to bed. sleep is good.
lately i haven't minded doing my homework at all. it's good but so weird.. now i'll sometimes do my homework right after school rather than midnight. i'm becoming a good girl. lol.
i'm thinking of going on this sacred heart diet.. if found the website somewhere. it lasts like 7 days and supposedely you are supposed to lose like 10-17 lbs. woah. lol. that'd be great. but i don't like having to eat exactly what the diet tell me to because i probably don't have some of the food in my house and i don't feel like going out and buying it.. and you have to make this soup. i'll have to be really organized and pay attention to what i eat. the problem i would have is with lunch at school.. they say you have to eat like eggs and soup and i'm not bringing that to school cause i'll just look weird. haha. it's only 7 days. I CAN DO IT. ah i think i am like obsessed with diets. i don't have an eating disorder but i just have weird eating habits. i binge like all the time even when i'm not hungry at all. i love food.. and i hate it also. i've been having these thoughts at like the beginning of the days of like fasting for a week but then at the end of the day i give in and eat and think to myself that it's not worth it. i ate too much and i feel siiiick.
i gotta go clean and then i'll probably just go to bed. sleep is good.