The Voice I Left (13\?)
Title: The Voice I Left
Pairing: Pikame(slight Akame)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary:
Yamapi loves Kame but he doesn't show it because Kame loves Jin. One
day an accident happened that caused Kame to become blind. What will
happen when Kame mistakes Yamapi from Jin? Can Yamapi control his broken
heart?
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
|| Chapter One || || Chapter Two || || Chapter Three || || Chapter Four || || Chapter Five ||
|| Chapter Six || || Chapter Seven || || Chapter Eight || || Chapter Nine || ||Chapter Ten || || Chapter Eleven|| ||Chapter Twelve ||
New Chapter:
‘I love you, too.’
Those words just cannot sink inside his mind properly. His eyes wrinkled as the bright ray of the sun lighted the whole room. The familiar figure beside him made the day livelier and more wonderful.
He smiled secretly as he looked absorbedly at Kame who was sleeping soundly on the bed. He allowed his fingers to touch the other’s face gently.
Kame then started moving sluggishly. His eyes furrowed as it opened little by little. He felt the hands of Yamapi on his face and then he smiled.
The younger guy heard the other one chuckled. Kame frowned at him as he got up. Now they were both sitting on the bed.
“What’s the problem?”
Yamapi looked at him a bit longer. Just seeing him like this puts his heart into full happiness. He ruffled Kame’s hair while smiling.
“Nothing..”
The other guy swatted the hands on his head as he stared down. He held Yamapi’s hand, making the older guy a bit edgy.
He positioned his body near Yamapi as he touched the other’s face carefully. Bit by bit he moved his face near the other.
Yamapi’s eyes just widened and as if his world stopped. Kame’s face was so close to him that he can’t even breathe. The other’s small hands stayed there.
“I wish I could also see your handsome face..” Kame announced seriously as he slightly curved his lips.
“Huh?” That’s all he can give as a reply.
Suddenly, Kame’s hand reached the other’s lips.
Yamapi gulped and just continued to look at Kame. His hands were small and soft.
Kame licked his lips then sweetly kissed Yamapi.
That was the first time he had been kissed by Kame because all the time he’s the one who kisses the younger guy.
Yamapi deepened the kiss and Kame fortunately gave in. Unfortunately, they heard loud barks from a dog. And that is when Kame stopped and so is Yamapi.
“What the hell-“
Yamapi frowned at the dog that was on the ground, waggling his tail with his tongue out.
He stroked the bridge of his nose then looked at the dog again. The dog barked loudly at him.
“Grr..” unluckily the dog scratched him on the feet.
“Oh shit!” Yamapi shouted as he was about to kick the dog.
“Eh? Pi what happened?”A worried voice made Yamapi stop as he held his foot that was slightly bleeding now.
“What did Ran-chan did?”
“He scratched me..” Yamapi rolled his eyes at the dog.
The dog just jumped on Kame’s lap.
“Ran-chan, don’t do that again!” Kame was frowning at the dog that was licking his lips and face.
“Pi? Are you okay? Let’s treat it.” Kame worriedly said as he touched Yamapi’s hand.
“No.. Just stay there.. I’ll just wash it.” Yamapi was about to kiss Kame again although Ran barked loudly this time.
“Why are you barking again?”Kame furrowed his brows as he patted Ran’s head.
‘Stupid dog.. I’ll kill you..’ He announced his anger in his mind.
“Okay, I’ll go down first..” Yamapi exited the room, leaving Kame with the dog on the bed.
--
“I’m gonna destroy that dog..” Yamapi whispered while fisting his hands but how can he do that? He took a peek of Kame again. He was playing with Ran. A smile crept on his face while he went down towards the kitchen.
Suddenly, his phone rang.
Incoming call: Johnny Kitagawa
“Him again?!”
He answered the phone.
“Where are you?”
“I don’t know..” He was not amused anymore.
“Yamapi, remember what I said to you, okay?” He sarcastically said as if he didn’t heard Yamapi’s answer.
“…………..”
“If you won’t just think of the consequences..” Johnny smirked.
“Don’t fucking call again, if that’s the only thing you’ll say..”
“Don’t badmouth me you idiot! Let’s just see who’ll win..” A threatening voice gave him a scary feeling.
Finally the phone call ended.
“What the hell are you planning Johnny?” He stared at his cellphone for seconds.
--
It’s been two weeks since they’ve been happily living together. They eat and sleep together. More and more each day, it’s like they’re falling in love further.
“Pi, let’s go out!”
“Where?” Yamapi ruffled the other’s hair.
“The place where you first took me out..”
“Hm?” The older guy replied as he frowned at Kame who was leaning on him.
“…Don’t you remember?” Kame pouted as he crossed his arms and moved away from Yamapi. “..the place where I can see whole Tokyo!” he shouted like a child that made Yamapi smile with enlightenment.
“Of course I remember that. But why do you want to go there?” He grabbed Kame on the waist making them closer to each other.
“Well… that place is special for me because you’re the one who showed me it..” Kame was looking down.
Without hesitation, with just that look, Yamapi leaned in and kissed Kame on the lips.
“Okay, let’s go..”
When all of a sudden, Yamapi’s phone rang again.
“Hello?”
“Yamapi, come to my office now..” Johnny said it in a serious tone.
“I’m busy..” Yamapi replied.
“No, you’re not and you’re going here now..” the phone call harshly ended and Yamapi just rolled his eyes. He had a bad feeling about this. Something is bothering him but he doesn’t want to know about it.
Precipitously, the door opened making them both stuttered inside. It revealed a group of men with black clothing.
“Pi?” Kame whispered as he trailed his hands all beside him, looking for the older guy.
Yamapi’s eyes continued to widen and his jaws dropped the time the guys took out a gun from their pockets.
Still, Kame was dumbfounded and doesn’t know what’s happening. He took his first step but Yamapi halted him while holding his hand.
“W-what’s t-the matter?” He became nervous all of a sudden. And to his shock he heard a grip on his hand.
“Don’t hold him..” Those were the last words of Yamapi in a descending voice and he was too late when he realized that a handkerchief was placed on his mouth and everything went blank.
“Now I hope you understand, Yamapi..” A known voice made his heart wane deeply.
He hesitated to open his eyes but as the voice sank inside his ears he just can’t hold back anymore.
“Damn you..” He trembled in fury and fisted his hands but to his disappointment it was trapped with round metals.
His eyes furrowed and he was breathing heavily as if he was going to kill a person.
“What the hell are these handcuffs for!?!” He started to struggle as sweat endlessly fell down from his face.
Johnny just looked at him expressionless as he kneeled down to talk to him face-to-face. He grabbed Yamapi’s hair while the guy was looking at him with pure disgust and hate in his eyes.
“Now, let’s talk about work.. You’ll start your work properly now. Without burdens and doubts..”
The guy’s heart awakened a bit when a memory flashed into him.
“Yamapi.. H-help..P-please.. Ahh!” The guy grabbed him furiously in his wrists although he was hesitating.
He cannot do anything with those last moments but all he can see is that face.
“Ka-Kazuya..”
He saw blood dripping from Kame’s arms because the men were pulling him out of the place which caused Kame to crash into the glass table.
After reminiscing he tussled away from the cuffs that were preventing him to move but all he can do was nothing.
“Damn you! Damn this…Shit!” Yamapi was shouting and shouting. He kept on running away but he can’t.
“Will you shut your fucking mouth!!!” Johnny commanded furiously. His eyes were dark as he looked at Yamapi. He kicked him on the cheeks.
Yamapi coughed blood but he didn’t stopped struggling. “Where is Kazuya?!”
Johnny’s blood started to boil. “Kazuya .. Kazuya.. Is that all you can say?!”
“Tell me w-where he is..” His voice started to weaken.
“Did you know that your career fell down because of him? Yet you still want to be with him..”
“The hell I care about that! Just give him back to me or I’ll kill you…” Johnny stepped on his stomach with great force making Yamapi unable to breathe.
“Look at you now Yamapi, can you still kill me with that state?” He looked pathetically at the other guy. “ You can’t even save Kame..”
That statement made his whole body fire in fury once again but he can’t move.
“S-shut..u-up..” He was choking his words.
“If you really want to save Kame then do what I’ll say…” Johnny moved his feet away. Yamapi started tp breathe heavily.
“You-you’re a devil…”
“Yes I am… So do as I command you what to do..”
“Why the hell would I do that?!”
“Because of this..” Johnny placed the phone near Yamapi’s ear. A tiny and weak voice was heard.
“Yamapi.. Where are y-you?” Kame sobbed. “I-I’m so scared…” Kame said in between pauses.
“Kazu-“ Unfortunately the call was ended.
“Damn it.. What are you doing to him!?” Yamapi quavered in anger. Tears were about to fall from him with just the voice of Kame.
“Nothing… If you’ll obey me..” Johnny smiled at him now it seems like he’s going to get what he wanted.
“Let’s make a promise Yamapi.. You’ll follow me for Kame’s safety?” He smirked.
Yamapi can’t answer and he can’t move. What must he do now? It was all of a sudden when they were both happy but now it’s all the opposite.
--
“Yamapi…” he whispered as he tried to clutch the sheets of the bed but he failed. He was tied on the metals of it.
“What’s happening?” He made a weak voice when he heard footsteps coming towards him.
An index finger met his lips. It felt so cold that it made him shiver. The metals were placed tightly on him that he can’t even move.
Kame’s eyes widened as he felt that the man was luring his tongue in his ear.
“Wh-what a-are you doing?” His voice was trembling as well as his body.
“You know Yamapi right?” The husky voice made Kame even more scared.
“You made his life miserable..” The man grinned.
“No..no..” he made a quick and horrified reply.
“Did you know that he almost lost his job because of you?” The man continued to travel his hands on Kame’s body.
Kame’s tears were threatening to fall as if his heart was going to break. “S-stop it..”
“He has so many debts now.. From companies, from his concerts and especially from Johnny’s entertainment.. “
Kame’s eyes widened as the words reached his head.
“Because all he is doing is staying with a useless person…” He deepened his voice as he topped Kame on the bed.
‘useless person..’ Those words were going to snatch his heart out of him.
“I-is that t-true?” Kame’s voice become lesser and lesser as his tear fell down from his eyes uncontrollably.
“He’s not saying that to you?” The man replied sarcastically. “Oh of course he won’t tell it.. Besides he wants to protect you.”
Kame can’t just breathe. He doesn’t know if he has the right to talk at this moment.
“..Yet all you gave to him was suffering and a miserable life..” The guy sneered as he saw how weak and pale Kame is now.
“.. Don’t you have a conscience? He gave his all to you.. But you can’t even give something nice in return..”
“But…I-I didn’t m-mean to do t-that…” Kame felt his heart was not beating anymore. “I-I don’t want that to happen I-I didn’t know.. H-how-“ Tears were flowing every second on his face. He can’t make coherent words at this moment.
“You want to do something for him, am I right?”
Kame just nodded slowly. He’s trying to catch his breath.
The man’s hand travelled towards Kame belt and it stopped there.
“Then what if, pay his debts with your body..” The man seductively whispered right into Kame’s mouth.
The young guy didn’t move on the bed although his hands were struggling and his heart was racing with his own teardrops. The weight of the other’s body is slowly putted on him.
“I-d-don’t” Kame tilted his head. “Please..” He was begging but the other man didn’t try to understand. He heard the man was getting something inside the drawer. He doesn’t know what it is until it was shoved inside his mouth.
“Uun..” He didn’t want to swallow the liquid that was forcedly put inside his mouth but the guy shut his mouth with a plaster.
It was a drug. Kame can feel it inside his body but he doesn’t know what to do. The next thing he knew he was all naked and the man was topping him, raping him.
He can’t shout and he can’t move. More torture was given to him as the man pushed something inside him.
He cried like there’s no tomorrow. He can’t breathe and it feels like everything is swallowing him up. This is the worst feeling of all.
‘Yamapi..Why?’ He exclaimed inside his mind. ‘I’m really sorry…I didn’t know..Uhh..’
The plaster was taken away from his mouth. And the cold figure on top of him whispered.
“If you’ll do this everyday, the debts will be all gone..” The guy licked Kame’s ear making the younger guy shiver. “Ahh.”
He felt like breaking into two. The man was so hard on him and didn’t prepare him at all. He bit his lips to prevent moaning.
After two hours, he laid on the bed helplessly. He can't even say a word as the man left him on the room.
His body felt so used and everything around him is shaking.
A tear fell from his eyes. “Why does the truth always hurts?”
--
“Just promise me, you won’t do anything to him..” Yamapi seriously stood up from the ground. The cuffs we’re already take away from him.
Johnny laughed.
“Why the hell are you laughing?!” Yamapi exclaimed.
“Nothing.. Of course.. Let’s keep our promise..”
Yamapi walked out of the room.
Suddenly, Johnny’s cellphone rang.
“Oh! Mr. Tokugawa. How was he?” Johnny smiled with a devil face.
“Thank you Kitagawa-kun, he is perfect..” a perverted voice replied.
“Don’t forget the money mister.”
“Of course…”
-- To be continued -
A/N: The author is really bad now. xD Here is an update. ლ(╹◡╹ლ) Don’t forget to leave your comments.