The Voice I Left (12\?)
Title: The Voice I Left
Pairing: Pikame(slight Akame)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary:
Yamapi loves Kame but he doesn't show it because Kame loves Jin. One
day an accident happened that caused Kame to become blind. What will
happen when Kame mistakes Yamapi from Jin? Can Yamapi control his broken
heart?
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
|| Chapter One || || Chapter Two || || Chapter Three || || Chapter Four || || Chapter Five ||
|| Chapter Six || || Chapter Seven || || Chapter Eight || || Chapter Nine || ||Chapter Ten || || Chapter Eleven||
New Chapter:
Kame was walking inside the big crowds. He doesn’t know where he must go but he’s sure that tears are falling down from his eyes that time. The guy felt so helpless.
Suddenly, he bumped into a group of girls.
“Oh my gosh! Is that Kamenashi Kazuya?” The girl whispered to one of her friends.
“Yes. Oh look at him..”
Kame can hear them. He can’t move.
“So it’s true that he became blind and KAT-TUN disbanded because of him?” The girls frowned at him.
Even though Kame can’t see them, with just their tones of saying that makes him feel lonely and miserable.
“Tch.. He’s such a hindrance.” Added by one of the girls.
Kame is not mad but he can’t say anything. He just turned his back from them then started walking again.
“Get out of my way..”
A familiar voice made Kame stopped from walking. He turned around again at the voice he heard.
The girls’ eyes went wide and blank. The person in front of them is glaring.
“I said go away because you’re becoming an interruption in this mall..” He said seriously then looked at them with killing eyes.
“Y-yamashita-kun?” The girls can’t say coherent words as the person in front was very mad.
“Did you hear me? I said go away.. I don’t need terrible people standing and frowning in front of me..” He sent them death glares that made the girls ran away because of shock.
Kame sniffed the time it finished. He started sobbing as he sat down on his knees on the floor.
“Kame..”
He held Kame’s cheeks as he tried to wipe away those tears.
The small guy didn’t respond and just continued to cry. Yamapi saw how fed-up Kame looked. His eyes were already red and his hands were shaking a little.
“Let’s go home..” He helped Kame to stand up and the other guy just followed him as they walked outside the mall.
Finally, they reached the car. Kame sat down still dumbfounded. Yamapi looked at him with worried eyes then he started driving.
When they reached the apartment of Yamapi, no one talked.
Yampi made a deep sigh as he looked at Kame who was about to open the door.
“Kame I-“
“Yamapi.. Can you drive me to my apartment?”
“Huh?” Yamapi furrowed his brows.
“Ahh.. I guess, I’m more comfortable there. Please?”
Yamapi rolled his eyes. “What the hell are you thinking again?”
Kame made a fake smile as clutched his hands.
“I- I just miss being there..” Kame tried to be happy as long as possible even if inside he wants to die.
“Don’t make excuses…”
“Eh? For what??” He tried to act naïve in front of Yamapi. “That’s not an excuse..”
“If you want to be alone, I won’t let you..” Yamapi said in a worried tone.
“Alone.. No I don’t want to be alone…” Kame was just looking down.
Yamapi just frowned at him.
“Please take me there.” Kame beamed at Yamapi’s side. Yamapi didn’t move for a second as he saw that tears were falling down from the other’s eyes.
In a swift move, he kissed Kame.
Kame’s eyes widened while a tear drop fell from his eyes. What is this feeling? He doesn’t want to show his emotions anymore.
As he let go of Kame he caressed his hair then looked at him intently.
“Are you sure you want to go there?” Now, Yamapi said in a careful tone.
The other guy nodded.
“Then I’ll go with you..” He said seriously and started to drive the car.
“Eh! Wait.”
Kame was so surprised. Why does Yamapi need to come with him?
“D-don’t come with me..”
Yamapi is so pissed off now.
“Please..Please don’t come with me..”
“What the-“ Suddenly, his phone rang.
‘Incoming Call: Johnny Kitagawa’
“Hello?”
“Come here, now!” The man shouted at him which made him frown.
“What again?”
“Just come here.. If not you know what I may do..” And the call was ended.
“Is that Johnny?” Kame asked really curious.
“Yes.. He’s telling me to go there..”
Kame sighed.
“I’ll drop you on your apartment, okay?” Kame nodded.
As they reached Kame’s apartment, Yamapi guided him inside.
“You can go now..” Kame commanded as Yamapi held his hand and kissed him on the lips.
That moment felt so light and slow.
Kame was still closing his eyes, the time Yamapi ended the kiss.
“Bye..”
Kame waved goodbye and the door was closed. He smiled but a tear fell down on his face again. Kame hugged his knees then he sat on the sofa. Not long after, his dog, Ran-chan, came running into him.
“Ran-chan..” Ran started to lick his face and Kame giggled.
Ran stopped then licked Kame’s tears away.
--
“You’re here. Thank God!” Johhny announced sarcastically.
“What do you want?” Yamapi was not amused but surprised when Johnny threw a newspaper on him.
“That newspaper said that you and Kame are seen on the mall together. And you even got mad at the girls there..” Johnny smiled at him evilly and sarcastically. “What hell are you thinking Yamashita Tomohisa?”
“And so what?” Yamapi glared at him. “I’m going to do what I want.”
“What did you said? Repeat it.” Johnny was furious.
“I’m going to do what I want. And you’ll never fucking care about it..” Yamapi threw the newspaper on the ground as he stepped on it.
“Do you want to be like that guy? Do you also want to lose your fame?”
Yamapi’s blood began to boil. “What do you mean by “that guy”? He moved a step forward Johnny’s table.
The man smirked. “So now you’re mad..”
“Don’t ever talk like that about Kame..”
Johnny chuckled and looked at Yamapi.
“You mean that useless Kame..”
Now, he can’t help his self anymore. He’s going to burst out of anger any minute now.
He held the older man’s collar with dreadful eyes.
“Now what are you going to do?! You’ll punch me? I’m just telling the truth. You won’t get anything from him anymore..”
Yamapi started landing punches on Johnny’s face but the security guards immediately stopped him from doing that.
“Go to hell..” Yamapi whispered as his temper continued to rise.
“I have one final order Yamapi..”
Yamapis was not listening and just rolled his eyes.
“Leave Kame alone forever..”
Yamapi was shocked by the words and it pained him.
“What the hell are you talking about?!”
“Yamapi, you know I can do anything to make that happen and even worse if you won’t do it now..” The old man sneered at him and looked intently in his eyes.
Yamapi was stuttered for a moment as the words came inside his mind slowly.
‘Leave Kame alone forever..’ He can never do that. Especially now.
“In your dreams..” Yamapi struggled from the hold of the guards as he exited the room.
--
He was driving as he was still bothered by what Johnny said to him.
“But what if?” He began to talk to his self.
“No, it won’t happen.. I’ll definitely protect him..” He concluded with determined eyes. He will never let go of Kame. And he’s sure of that.
“Even if they’ll kill me, I will not leave him..”
Finally, when Yamapi reached Kame’s apartment, it was already dark.
When he reached the door his footsteps unconsciously slowed down.
“Ran-chan? What if he’ll come back? What will I do?” Kame was talking to his dog.
“What is he talking about?” Yamapi whispered to his self but continued to hear what Kame was saying.
“But I guess he won’t already because he already said goodbye, right?” Kame sighed as he made a fake smile again. “And I also said that, he must not come here.. I promise Ran-chan, we’ll find a new place tomorrow..” He patted the dog’s head ut Ran’chan was whining.
“We’re going away for a good reason not because I hate him..”
‘Is he talking about me?’ Yamapi asked mentally.
“I just don’t want him to get involved with me anymore..” Kame started to say it gently and tears were threatening to fall down from his eyes. “What if people will hate him, too? B-because of me?” A tear fell from his eyes.
“Being with me is such a hindrance ne Ran-chan?” Kame sobbed and hugged the dog in his arms.
Yamapi froze with those words so that’s what he is thinking earlier. His heart started to break into pieces.
“Ran-chan I want to protect him, too.. E-even in the l-last moment that I’ll be with him..” Kame continued to cry.
Yamapi took a peek of Kame. He was looking at the window and holding the dog in his hands. He looked so fragile.
“.. But to be honest.. I mean just to tell you the truth.. I really want him to come back now.. I want to feel even just his presence..”
“That will make me so happy..” Kame started wiping his tears.
“I-I want to be with Yamapi forever!” Kame shouted while tears were falling down from his eyes. The curtains flew because of the strong wind outside. “B-but it’s impossible now..”
Yamapi’s eyes widened at the statement as he unconsciously opened the door.
Kame was startled on his spot. The dog jumped out of his hands and ran into Yamapi.
“W-who is that?” Kame said weakly.
Yamapi was breathing heavily. He walked towards Kame and touched him on the shoulders.
“Will you stop concluding things!” Yamapi said seriously while Kame was shocked.
“Who said that you’re a hindrance? Who said that I’ll leave you alone?!” Kame didn’t respond.
Yamapi slowly moved his face in front of Kame that their faces are now millimeters away. “.. And who the hell said that I don’t want to be with you forever?” He said in a husky tone that made Kame blush.
Kame was breathing heavily. They’re sharing each other breaths now.
“Didn’t I say I love you?” Yamapi said now in a caring tone.
Kame was crying.
“Would you please believe it now? And trust me..” Kame didn’t know what to do.
“Kame I love you..”
Unexpectedly Kame kissed him.
A/N: A VERY LATE UPDATE. Gommen. (^mm^)