The Voice I Left (14\?)
Title: The Voice I Left
Pairing: Pikame(slight Akame)
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Summary:
Yamapi loves Kame but he doesn't show it because Kame loves Jin. One
day an accident happened that caused Kame to become blind. What will
happen when Kame mistakes Yamapi from Jin? Can Yamapi control his broken
heart?
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
|| Chapter One || || Chapter Two || || Chapter Three || || Chapter Four || || Chapter Five ||
|| Chapter Six || || Chapter Seven || || Chapter Eight || || Chapter Nine || ||Chapter Ten || || Chapter Eleven|| ||Chapter Twelve || || Chapter Thirteen ||
New Chapter:
It’s been two weeks since his world felt so soundless and alone. He was the only one inside his apartment. Not even a trace of Yamapi gives him a sign to become happy. Kame let his body crouch at the corner of the room. He can’t feel his heartbeat when he hugged his knees because of lonesomeness. It gives him a feeling that sooner or later he needs to prepare his self for something really bad. As he thinks of it he can’t help his self to cry.
“Kazuya you’re r-really..” he was sobbing as if he was talking to his self. He sighed in deeply and reached for his chest. “… a burden to h-him” Kame closed his eyes to at least lessen the pain.
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“Where are you going?” Johnny asked when he saw Yamapi walking out of the building without permission.
“Home..” a plain answer was given to him.
“You’re not going anywhere..”
Yamapi glanced at the man who was crossing his arms right in front of him. He sent him a death stare. “Talk to yourself and get out of the way..”
That statement made Johnny frown. He called the bodyguards to stop the guy. Yamapi fought so bad that he even caught attention.
“What else do you want?!!!” He growled out of his head. The guards held his hand tightly making him unable to move. Johnny went closer to him and whispered something on his ear.
His eyes widened with those words.
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Cries were heard inside the house as it began to rain outside.
“It looks like he won’t come home today..” Kame tried to smile the way he always do. At least he can hide all the pain and doubts that will continue to destroy him more. “…b-because it’s raining..” a lame conclusion went out of his mouth but tears rolled down as well. He cannot voice out what he is really thinking.
He sighed sincerely as he continues to hug his knees with tears flowing from his swollen eyes.
“Ah! I know..” A cheerful tone dryly came out of him as he tugged his own shirt. “..I-I’ll just call him..” He smiled to his self. Oh how pathetic his voice was.
Kame started to dial Yamapi’s number. His hands were shaking a little while his heart was throbbing in pain. ‘Will he answer this?’ Kame’s eyes were speaking. ‘What if he’ll not?’ He gripped his phone when it rang. ‘Oh God I miss him.’ Tears went falling again. He touched his face. “When will I stop crying like this?” He frowned as he finally voiced out his thoughts and the call was ended. He held his chest slowly as a scowl made its way to his face.
“I love you..” He gulped as darkness filled his eyes.
After minutes of waiting, he dialed another number.
“Tat-chan?” He sobbed while speaking slowly and weakly. He just let his emotions be revealed to his bestfriend.
“Kazuya?!” A worried tone hurriedly replied on the other line.
“Why are you crying? What happened? Hey?” Tons of questions suddenly popped out although it seems like Kame can’t hear it. He just continued to cry.
“I-I.. Please come here.” He made his voice clearer this time. Lastly the phone call was ended. Kame was sure that Ueda is on his way to his apartment now.
As soon as the door opened, a pair of gentle arms hugged him.
“Kazuya, what happened?” Ueda openly asked Kame as he ruffled his hair.
Kame just shook his head and let his arms wrap around the slender body that was giving him warmth at that moment. “I want to…” Ueda furrowed his brows as he looked at his bestfriend who was softly pulling his shirt. “What?” He patted the younger’s back when he heard the other one sniffling.
“I want to go there..” Kame looked into Ueda’s eyes even though he can’t see him. “Where??” Ueda quickly replied as he held Kame’s cheeks. The smaller guy came closer to him and whispered to him.
Kame smiled with all his might.
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He looked at his phone and his hands started to tremble. The cold wind joined his feeling as his eyes were all numb and regretful.
’10 Missed calls by Kazuya’
He dashed exactly at his inbox and read the same name inside it.
‘Yamapi, where are you? I miss you :(’
‘Looks like you’re busy :( Kazu will just wait then..’
‘Good morning again. :| Pi is not replying to my messages.. :’(“
Yamapi didn’t move for a second as he felt his heart shouting in pain. Breaking and crying. He caught his breath for a moment as he imagined Kame with all of this.
He gripped the phone in his hands a little tighter as he kept on reading the messages. One of the messages caught his attention.
‘Do you hate Kazu now? Don’t you want to see me anymore? :( Am I starting to bother you with these messages? Am I too annoying now? Too irritating and a burden to you?”
His vision started to become blurred because of shock. What was he saying after all? But crying is not a way to fight this; he knows he can’t do anything in the end. He kept the cellphone inside his pocket and he tried to suck air. He closed his eyes for a moment as he reminisced of Kame.
That smile, those eyes..
“I love you.. I really do..” Now a tear fell from him.
Suddenly his phone beeped.
“From Kazuya:
Sorry for the incoherent messages. :( I’m here now.. Will you come for me? :D It’s okay if the answer is no. I understand. I’m here with the view of Tokyo in front of me”
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“Why do you want to go hear? Huh Kazuya?” Ueda asked in confusion as he looked at the other intently.
Kame smiled brightly and closed his eyes. The scent of the rain is still on the air even though it’s not raining anymore. “I just love it here..”
“What’s so good in here? It’s just a plain old building.. Nothing special, right?”
Kame frowned badly now. “No! It’s the most special thing.” Kame sighed. “You won’t understand but will you believe me, if I’ll tell you, I can see everything now?”
“Hah?” Ueda chuckled as he patted Kame’s head.
“I’m serious.. I can see everything here..” Kame smiled as he looked down. He remembered Yamapi. The sweet and gentle memories crept in his mind.
“…And because of this.. I saw how beautiful a person was even if I’ve had thought of him badly for the past years of my life..”
“I realized how lies covered up love..”
“What the hell are you talking about?” Ueda laughed again at Kame’s statement even though he knows that he was serious about it.
“You can’t understand it.”
“Is it Ya-“
“Ah! Tat-chan I’m hungry! Can you buy foods?” Kame pouted as he held his bestfriend’s hand.
Ueda just frowned. “Then come with me..” He grabbed Kame on the hand but the younger resisted.
“No, I’ll just stay here and wait for you..” He beamed.
“What if something bad will happen to you?! You stupid guy.” Ueda whacked his head lightly but the other just laughed.
Kame sighed and smiled. “Nothing will happen. I promise..” He let out his pinky as he showed it to the other guy.
“Ohh.. Fine!” Ueda exited the room and left Kame behind.
The time he reached the door, he heard a small noise on the storage room near it. He made a scary look as he stared at it. But there was no one there.
“Maybe a cat..” He concluded and made his way out.
“No! It’s the most special thing.” Unknown to them Yamapi was behind that door listening to them. He took in a deep breath the time he started to step closer to the guy on the rooftop. He locked the door behind.
Yamapi stared at him, the guy that made him madly in love. His eyes were blank. He walked spiritless.
Kame moved a little.
“K-Kame..”
The younger’s heart skipped. His eyes started to widen and tears were threatening to fall from his eyes. Oh how he missed that voice.
“Yamapi!” The guy was already in front of him. Yamapi touched his hand and face. He felt the warmth, that warmth he was longing for.
He bit his lips and stayed like that for a while. Unexpectedly, Kame hugged him really tight. In Yamapi’s situation the moment had become worse.
“I missed you! Why aren’t you replying to me?! I became really scared! Things started to pop out inside of me.. I felt like dying and though that you don’t love me any---“
“Let’s break up..”
The last words that Yamapi gave away started to blew everything away.
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A/N: Okay hate me.. Haha. Update! Don’t forget your comments!