what am i thinking????
so for the past few weeks or so, i have had a major crush on someone...and i mean like i really like them, and that like never happens...so i am all keepin quiet about it, because i don't want to get shit about it or anything...but whatever...i suppose it would be a really good thing, if i would just look past it and move the fuck on, but i don't really want to...i mean oh well...all i know is i cannot tell him because then all hell will break loose...lol...but yeah...
and drew is coming back in town, and i am excited to see how that works out, especially seeing how he has been so wird towards me lately, well more or less, since what happened last time he was out here...oh well...it's funny because i kinda like the kid, but i am fine being just friends with him, because he is all immature like the rest of them...lol...
so i saw chris tonight...he was hella weird, kinda fine and stand off ish which was good and different compared to how he usually is...but then he tried to hold my hand and then he bit my neck....i was like what the fuck...but hey tim did tell him to...i mean fuck...and i know for a fact that it did not seem that i wanted it, because he had to pin me down, adn i was screaming "chris get the fuck off of me" till he did...so yeah oh well..
~~BOYS ARE DUMB!!!!~~~
oh well it's all good....
but i have to go to bed, because i haven't felt really good all day...so night night and sweet dreams to everyone...love ya'll night night...
~love always and forever~
**amy**