Oct 31, 2007 21:43
I don't know anymore.
Haha, my world, is rather odd.
Josh Jackson, don't know if any of you know him.
But basically, Tim Tracey and I have started to get to know him, and his group of friends.
It's just, a breath of fresh air.
A break from the drama in our group.
My mind is still constantly confused about the world, and the meaning of my birth.
I don't know who I am.
At all.
But yet, I'm started to be content with that, I suppose.
Life is a journey man. And I know my life has meaning, I just need to find it.
I'm slowly starting to realize that I have a ton of potential, when it comes to art.
Mainly in writing.
Stories.
Poetry.
Novels.
I can't take academics for much longer. I hate studying shit I don't care about. Concrete shit that doesn't matter. Shit I'm forced to do just so I can get the "credits."
My world revolves around psychology, english, and philosophy. I need to start studying shit I care about. I'm 18, and learning every fucking bone in the human body does not fucking help me.
Anyways, that's my rant.
Haha, oh, and recently, I started liking a girl, but that didn't last long. I actually asked her out on a date, and she agreed to it. Then, naturally, I found out she had found another boyfriend. So, that didn't happen.
Story of my life.
Haha, funny thing is, the same scenario is happening now. Cept the girl definitely has a better head on her shoulders. With that, she also has a boyfriend. Who's actually a pretty good guy.
It's good to see, I suppose.
Bad for me, though.
Much love to my newfound friends, fasho.