No.

Nov 11, 2007 03:47

No no no.
This is not happening again.
These feelings.
This jealousy.
My own my mind doesn't let me be content.
I can't do this.

The emotions, too powerful.
Is it real? Is it fake?
All I know is it's there.
And it's fucking with me.

I've felt it before. The pain. The hurt.

And it's coming back.

Go away.

It's time for me to fade away.

I feel like an idiot.
I feel like a creep.
I feel...Like I don't belong here.

Shoot me.

I see myself sit there, seeing her with other people.
And all I can do is sit there.
And wish she was with me.

But, I'm not good enough.
I never am.

My world is incomplete.
My life is obsolete.

When one's mind is racing.
His eyes are tracing.

He truly does care.
But is lead to believe he shouldn't
He wishes he knew the reasons
Behind his own insanity

I don't know why I am the way I am.
Just shut up and leave me alone.
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