Wish things were more simple
Right now I'm a bit stressed. Not super stressed, but I have some things on my mind. In the end, I'll probably make it though without too much problem, but i can't help but think about it all up until I get it resolved.
the issue of course being, money. lol. No worries. I'm not in debt. Its mostly rent. I'll have the full amount on friday, but the rent is due on tuesday. I would have had the rent,however my gym feel came out even though I suspended the account for the summer, and a cheque bounced, and I was charged 40.00 (first time this happened to me) and the gym still wants their fee because I suspended the account one day after I was supposed to to avoid the fee coming out for that month (Even though they can see by my swipe card that I haven't been there in like, almost two months, lol)
So, while I'm a bit stressed, I'm not freaking out. I know my landlord is awesome and would probably allow it, because they only cash my cheques like...4-5 days after the rent is due anyway. But we had to ask them to wait like 4-5 days last month because my stupid bank took more fee's than I thought, which reminds me I need to go and talk to them to get on a better plan because this one isnt working for me...blah blah.
Just stuff like that. Its on my mind a lot, but I also kow it will probably be resolved easily. The gym fees I think they said I could pay when i go back, and of course i said I'd go friday, but I realised I dont get paid this friday...but i think it will be fine.
But even though I shouldn't have any problems, its still on the back of my mind. I know if I HAVE to I can borrow some money from my grandmother, it wouldn't be a whole lot of money, I'm only 10.00 short for rent AT THIS TIME, not 40.00, but had they of not taken the 40.00 I would have been fine.
I shouldn't worry over 10.00, but then there is the fact that the bank is going to take their money out for their fee's, and I'm afraid its going to be the same as last month, because I never did go to the bank to look into a different plan, which is also on my mind...I should go to the bank, I should go to the bank, but I never go to the bank.So, that part is MY fault.
But even though thats not a big deal, I think about it.
omg. I better stop. I'm spiraling down now.
I'm going to the tea house with elizabeth tonight. ahah. I have money. I shouldn't be spending it, but I really want to go out with her tonight. i couldn't go out with her the other day.
Also, I went home early fromwork. now tats something I should be doing when I need money huh lol. well, I dont get paid untilnext week so this vto doesn't mean much. ALSO, I'll be doing over time next week. I have to do an hour a week, because it makes my team look good (*dont want to do it though*) and then on th 7th everyone is working 10.5hr shifts. *sigh* however, its good money and I'll be making up for the 2.5hrs I lost today. but I still feel guilty.I may as well fucking styaed so I wouldn't feel bad. lol. but its too late .
My computer is acting up, So I will gof or now.
I wish things could be more simple though. no worriying, you just do what you gotta do, then go home...
--Amy
the issue of course being, money. lol. No worries. I'm not in debt. Its mostly rent. I'll have the full amount on friday, but the rent is due on tuesday. I would have had the rent,however my gym feel came out even though I suspended the account for the summer, and a cheque bounced, and I was charged 40.00 (first time this happened to me) and the gym still wants their fee because I suspended the account one day after I was supposed to to avoid the fee coming out for that month (Even though they can see by my swipe card that I haven't been there in like, almost two months, lol)
So, while I'm a bit stressed, I'm not freaking out. I know my landlord is awesome and would probably allow it, because they only cash my cheques like...4-5 days after the rent is due anyway. But we had to ask them to wait like 4-5 days last month because my stupid bank took more fee's than I thought, which reminds me I need to go and talk to them to get on a better plan because this one isnt working for me...blah blah.
Just stuff like that. Its on my mind a lot, but I also kow it will probably be resolved easily. The gym fees I think they said I could pay when i go back, and of course i said I'd go friday, but I realised I dont get paid this friday...but i think it will be fine.
But even though I shouldn't have any problems, its still on the back of my mind. I know if I HAVE to I can borrow some money from my grandmother, it wouldn't be a whole lot of money, I'm only 10.00 short for rent AT THIS TIME, not 40.00, but had they of not taken the 40.00 I would have been fine.
I shouldn't worry over 10.00, but then there is the fact that the bank is going to take their money out for their fee's, and I'm afraid its going to be the same as last month, because I never did go to the bank to look into a different plan, which is also on my mind...I should go to the bank, I should go to the bank, but I never go to the bank.So, that part is MY fault.
But even though thats not a big deal, I think about it.
omg. I better stop. I'm spiraling down now.
I'm going to the tea house with elizabeth tonight. ahah. I have money. I shouldn't be spending it, but I really want to go out with her tonight. i couldn't go out with her the other day.
Also, I went home early fromwork. now tats something I should be doing when I need money huh lol. well, I dont get paid untilnext week so this vto doesn't mean much. ALSO, I'll be doing over time next week. I have to do an hour a week, because it makes my team look good (*dont want to do it though*) and then on th 7th everyone is working 10.5hr shifts. *sigh* however, its good money and I'll be making up for the 2.5hrs I lost today. but I still feel guilty.I may as well fucking styaed so I wouldn't feel bad. lol. but its too late .
My computer is acting up, So I will gof or now.
I wish things could be more simple though. no worriying, you just do what you gotta do, then go home...
--Amy