fade to black - a snippet
Whole story: AFF.
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Taehyun knows he should talk to him, he should tell him about the monsters that hunt him day and night, leaving behind a never ending void in his chest, red and dry eyes and a lump in his throat that doesn’t go away by swallowing; he should just be honest and seek comfort in Seungyoon, but he doesn’t. He stays silent and rejoices how Seungyoon strokes his hair and whispers him his love - the void getting bigger and eating him up from inside.
After a while - it’s night and Seungyoon sleeps at the studio tonight, he’s lonely and the darkness is too deep, hiding every painful memory in its web - Taehyun says yes to Minsuk inviting him at his house. Taehyun decides it’s better to forget than live a haunted life - he thinks so the first time he gets wasted, drug in his blood system to make him feel a happiness that’s not his.
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Taehyun knows he should talk to him, he should tell him about the monsters that hunt him day and night, leaving behind a never ending void in his chest, red and dry eyes and a lump in his throat that doesn’t go away by swallowing; he should just be honest and seek comfort in Seungyoon, but he doesn’t. He stays silent and rejoices how Seungyoon strokes his hair and whispers him his love - the void getting bigger and eating him up from inside.
After a while - it’s night and Seungyoon sleeps at the studio tonight, he’s lonely and the darkness is too deep, hiding every painful memory in its web - Taehyun says yes to Minsuk inviting him at his house. Taehyun decides it’s better to forget than live a haunted life - he thinks so the first time he gets wasted, drug in his blood system to make him feel a happiness that’s not his.
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