Jealous.....

[knockout4lyf]

Today I felt kinda sad/jealous b/c of christina. She sings really good and i don't. Mr.Barr asked her if she wanted to sing the school song on the anouncements...and he didnt say nething to me....I wish i sung betta!!! I used to think I sung good but I guess no1 else thinks so....but that ok, i guess it hurts but ill get ova it. And I came home 2day and my mom's friend dat lives wid us told me that im getting FAT! That also made me feel bad... I am already insecure about my body and she has to go n say shit lyk dat...I feel horrible. I sing lyk shit and i look lyk shit!!!Yeah..im sooo happy...NOT!!!!!!!!!! Ya...dats wut wuz wrong wid me in chorus, Christina. Memba wen u asked me ???I didnt wana say nething cuz I felt bad. Well....w/e ur a betta singer den me n every1 knos it.

im SHIT,
Jessica Sade Andrews