Q: Name one person who is on your mind right now ( Read more... )

So i work at Doc Green's gormet salads on the grill. Its different, but im enjoying it. It's money, and I can't exist with out it. The best part is that I get to work with my babydoll lauren. It kills me though, everytime i pass her and I know I can't just pick her up and kiss her. I;ll get over that, But i feel happy.

Im sorry for my existance ( Read more... )

im sorry im sorry im sorry everyday
im sorry im sorry im sorry for everything
i count the days making up the while
since the last time that ive seen u smile
at me

at last at peace from a crazy day in a comfy bed.
i miss my family and these pillows aren't the same.
but ur smell fills my lungs
another early adventure tomorrow
heaven in your car, and well watch it fly out of the window
you are me
and i am you

"daylight fading"-adam f. duritz ( Read more... )

I'm coming home tomorrow and hopefully alot of this stress will be destroyed. The answere to my anxieties will be reached either with a simple inhale or throwing stones down my throat. Either way this is my escape fuck off everyone who doesn't understand this. This is my life, my choices and my ability. I am no better then the earth we shit on ( Read more... )

Strange nights these are at cedar key, ive never been fucked up with my family. Its a blessing to not have to hide these things for once. Instead I can just laydown outside on the pine needles amongst the bugs that I am equivalent to. These nights remeind me of a time where things felt right. And indeed things seem to feel alright at this ( Read more... )

tonite is when the ash trays gather and rise against us men ( Read more... )