Nov 24, 2005 21:31
Strange nights these are at cedar key, ive never been fucked up with my family. Its a blessing to not have to hide these things for once. Instead I can just laydown outside on the pine needles amongst the bugs that I am equivalent to. These nights remeind me of a time where things felt right. And indeed things seem to feel alright at this moment. I've found a way back to a farmiliar feeling that I threw away and buried. The truth-I never really threw it, I hid it in the attic in my head. Im scared and excited and I just want to feel again. Like most things in my life recently I figure fuck it, give it a try. Live and be happy, I hope to be happy. I can't wait to come home. Back around again.