Naima’s Womanifesto
with all mankind has done to my sisters
that i can still love
you
all
that is the power of being a woman

i hate...this internet....my neighbors...my sinuses.

i love...fiona appple...CUNT....life.

Some nights alone, he thinks of her ( Read more... )

what's left is...

I need you.

I have been thinking about the way I percieve the word wantI heard it in a song the other day and it made me feel awkward. Almost uncomfortable. In context, it meant to want someone sexually or in a romantic way. And when I heard it I felt 15 again. Like I felt when Lilly would say it or I could see it in her. Not so much for me, but for anyone. ( Read more... )

sometimes I remember how fucked up I am. How hard some normal things are for me.

sometimes I think I can fix this stuff on my own. That I would be okay if only I...

the problem is, the more I recognize the problems the more I ignore them. Or even worse, see what I'm doing as I'm doing it.

There should be so much more than this.

I have my own apartment now.

i live by myself...well, i will soon.

I'm moving in today...maybe.

this is weird.

Stuff's happening.

big changes.

big problems.

big stresses.

Big fun?

word.

p.s. I turn 21 in 5 days. Shouldn't I be excited or something? Fuck.

It seems that I've formed a habit of wanting to move out everytime I am about to start my period ( Read more... )

"Maybe she could tolerate who I was if there were less of me ( Read more... )

look around. enjoy right now.

nothing you will ever experience will be like this.

you will never have this again.

"Because thngs change and friends leave and life doesn't stop for anyone."
As true as it was in the middle of my teen angst.

let it go.