I have lost the knack for writing about myself and my life, which I need to regain in the name of a $1000 scholarship to cover childcare costs this semester ( Read more... )

since this is my journal and all, and i worked long enough on this to make all my braincells flip inside-out like dead jellyfish [though long does not always equal hard, nor am I making any guarantees on quality...]

( here's my f-ing post for my f-ing ethnography class, my last f-ing requirement for my f-ing AA. )

Doug's right. If I were lost in the woods, I would die under five minutes, because I would be imaginarily typing away about my predictament instead of doing something about it ( Read more... )

now is a bad time, but my mind and body have shut down. no more please and thankyou.
i finished my practical and now my body says sleep! i need to study for my finals [5 left] and finish up my documentation from monday's treatment [3 notes left] and write out my professional letters that were due way back when Nov. 28th [3 left]. but my mind is a ( Read more... )

this bitter accumulation of information -- counted by the rings around my eyes
heavy lidded insurgence -- two years of information come to a final coup.

will i make it?
dream on soldier, dream on.

1. I hate that feeling when I know I took notes, but on a piece of paper because I brought the wrong binder that day, but now I can't find them. It is driving me ape shit ( Read more... )

Whooeee, I'm stressed ( Read more... )

Two tests and a presentation due tomorrow. Little kids knocking on my door though clearly the lights are off and I'm sitting in the dark! Ev's here because his car is broken, however, Doug is not. It wouldn't be so bad, but he's all excited about his last bar fight. I can't entertain him right now.

*grumbles*

now i'm just a pussy hiding from the world ( Read more... )

didn't go to school today. didn't take my fucking kinesiology midterm.
didn't wake up until after 2. didn't start thinking about homework until 4.
started to get a headache shortly after thinking about homework.
discovered once i shifted through the piles of books and papers that there is
much to much too much! too much to do!!!!!...had another ( Read more... )