The truth is... Im a fuck up and I have WAY TOO MUCH proof.....
Gahh!!! Im SOOOOO fucked up!!!! Last night I felt SOOOOO fucking worthless.... I even asked someone if I asked them to kill me if they would (and unfortunatly they said yes)..... I was talking to Matt about how fucking worthless I felt.... But after he gotg off it didnt help.... I went up into my room... and ODed on Aspirin..... >_< And I told Matt.... Hes SOOOO fucking pissed at me... I told Megan.... She doesnt want me to talk to her anymore...... I told Chris... He threatened to kill himself over it.... and Im worried he just might and it'd be ALL my fault >_<.... I told Sara... I dont know how she feels about it cuz she had to go RIGHT after I told her.... I told Byron.... Hes not mad because hes happy that ODing didnt kill me or send me to the hospital.... And I wanted to tell Elizabeth but she had to go before I got that chance to tell her.... Gah!!!! Im such a fucking fuck up!!! And thats just a little bit of proof...... I wont be surprised if everyone but Byron and Elizabeth are mad at me fer this.... But oh well.... Cuz I did it and I told everyone whos reading this so oh well..... Im gonna go now.... Buhbyes X:x.CaT.x:X