The truth is... Im a fuck up and I have WAY TOO MUCH proof.....

[kitty_cat09]

Gahh!!! Im SOOOOO fucked up!!!! Last night I felt SOOOOO fucking worthless.... I even asked someone if I asked them to kill me if they would (and unfortunatly they said yes)..... I was talking to Matt about how fucking worthless I felt.... But after he gotg off it didnt help.... I went up into my room... and ODed on Aspirin..... >_< And I told Matt

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[cryingcrimsonox]

wow kat u kinda need help i care about you even tho i dont really know you but im sure you know ppl care about you so what is your freaking problem? if you need some one to talk to im here you can get my number from xandi and you can ask rachie im a good listener when i care. and turst me i care 'cuz i almost cried when i read this plz bont do this to ur self your way too smart to be doing this shit to ur self ya kno well plz stop its killing me to see/hear you like this!
ps: i know how you feel (REALLY ASK RACH) LUV YA AND I KNOW WHAT UR GOING THRU!!! but it will all be ok in ur dreams ;_;

[crazyhobo411]

Why would you do that? I mean all you do when you OD is give others pain! It's a permant solution to a temporary problem! I don't even know you, but PLEASE! Don't OD! Next time you feel like that call the suicide hotline! No one wants you to die!

[brattibebe]

Cat, baby...I love you. There's no reason to do it...and when you mess it up and run out of pills and it's not enough you get soooooooo fucking sick (It sucks because then for the next couple of days it was such a reminder cuz I was puking all over the place and felt like shit...if I hadn't enough before, right?)
I'm here for you 24/7. You know that. I care so much and would die if anything happened to you. I don't want to die. You don't either, I know that. You're in my prayers, on my mind and in my heart constantly. Call me whenever, night or day I'm always here for you.