This is how I feel right now
Im such a fuck up and this is my proof
All my friends always mad
Over the dumb shit I do
Trying to not do it
But always giving in
Stressful days
Stressful nights
Always breaking down inside
Hiding it with fake smiles
With laughter
With anything
Just as long as no one finds out
What Im really feeling
As long as everyone thinks Im perfect
And I have a perfect life
Its better than them knowing the real me
The me that fucks with peoples' lives
And tears people apart....
All my friends always mad
Over the dumb shit I do
Trying to not do it
But always giving in
Stressful days
Stressful nights
Always breaking down inside
Hiding it with fake smiles
With laughter
With anything
Just as long as no one finds out
What Im really feeling
As long as everyone thinks Im perfect
And I have a perfect life
Its better than them knowing the real me
The me that fucks with peoples' lives
And tears people apart....