Here now...
It's so weird to be here around my family again. I will say that being at the airport was one of the hardest things to do.
I pull up to the airport. I get out of the car and I couldn't let myself cry. I gave Jain a hug and turned to Thomas. I hugged him, an embrace so sweet. I looked at him and could see he was crying. Even though I hate it when people see me cry, at that moment he never looked more beautiful. His tears were so pure, they came from a place filled with love. I entered the airport to purchase my ticket. I went through security. And sat there and waited. So many thoughts entering my head. I am now sitting on the plane. I call Thomas to talk with him for a brief second. I can here the sorrow in his voice. Phone call ends, and I'm waiting to take off. I fall asleep and awake to the plane soaring in the sky. I took a picture of what I'd seen. The clouds seem to jump and roll into one another. A vision of total bliss. Yet in the design there was one fatal flaw. I was alone when I was having this moment. I wanted nothing more than to have him next to me. I land, and have to wait for my ride. I arrive to my hugs of my mother and grand father. It was amazing. My grand father held me for awhile and I felt a love of family that I haven't felt in a long time.
Today I have been lounging around. Just catching up with my family. It seems that on Sundays everything shuts down just about. So come monday, tomorrow, I will go back over to the dance studio and talk to the owners about teaching some class and also taking a class or two. Not to mention auditioning for the company that is based out of the studio. I do miss him... A LOT.
I pull up to the airport. I get out of the car and I couldn't let myself cry. I gave Jain a hug and turned to Thomas. I hugged him, an embrace so sweet. I looked at him and could see he was crying. Even though I hate it when people see me cry, at that moment he never looked more beautiful. His tears were so pure, they came from a place filled with love. I entered the airport to purchase my ticket. I went through security. And sat there and waited. So many thoughts entering my head. I am now sitting on the plane. I call Thomas to talk with him for a brief second. I can here the sorrow in his voice. Phone call ends, and I'm waiting to take off. I fall asleep and awake to the plane soaring in the sky. I took a picture of what I'd seen. The clouds seem to jump and roll into one another. A vision of total bliss. Yet in the design there was one fatal flaw. I was alone when I was having this moment. I wanted nothing more than to have him next to me. I land, and have to wait for my ride. I arrive to my hugs of my mother and grand father. It was amazing. My grand father held me for awhile and I felt a love of family that I haven't felt in a long time.
Today I have been lounging around. Just catching up with my family. It seems that on Sundays everything shuts down just about. So come monday, tomorrow, I will go back over to the dance studio and talk to the owners about teaching some class and also taking a class or two. Not to mention auditioning for the company that is based out of the studio. I do miss him... A LOT.