On This Day
One this day I want you to know that I love you with all my heart. I want to tell you that you are all I want. You are the first man I have ever loved. And I'm still in love with you. And that will never change.
Remember, "Always and forever."
What if I told you I'm scared? What if I thought I was going to lose you? What if I didn't want to go because I thought if I lost you I wouldn't be happy? What if I told you that I would rather lose my family then to never share what we have now? What if I told you that when I'm alone I cry?
But in all actuality is doesn't matter. I'm leaving you and now I have to face the consequences for it. I brought this upon myself. I have to grow up and take accountability for my actions. May be you are only meant to have one true love. And now I have to let go because if it hurts this much now, what does my future hold?
I'm sorry that I made a promise that I now won't be able to keep. I have fucked this one up. There really is nothing else to say but...I want us. I don't care how hard it will be. There are things in life worth fighting for. If I have to fight the rest of my life I will do it. You are worth more than life to me even though I act like an ass to you sometimes. Please... I can't stop crying.
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Always and Forever
Remember, "Always and forever."
What if I told you I'm scared? What if I thought I was going to lose you? What if I didn't want to go because I thought if I lost you I wouldn't be happy? What if I told you that I would rather lose my family then to never share what we have now? What if I told you that when I'm alone I cry?
But in all actuality is doesn't matter. I'm leaving you and now I have to face the consequences for it. I brought this upon myself. I have to grow up and take accountability for my actions. May be you are only meant to have one true love. And now I have to let go because if it hurts this much now, what does my future hold?
I'm sorry that I made a promise that I now won't be able to keep. I have fucked this one up. There really is nothing else to say but...I want us. I don't care how hard it will be. There are things in life worth fighting for. If I have to fight the rest of my life I will do it. You are worth more than life to me even though I act like an ass to you sometimes. Please... I can't stop crying.
1437
Always and Forever