I was wrong...
So I thought coming here would not just help my grand father but my mother as well. And I was wrong. I was under the impression that since I was here my mother would stop drinking so much. That has not changed. After being here for two or three days, she got drunk and told me I could get the fuck out. And that's is what I'm going to do. I'm going to get the fuck out of here. I just feel so bad because my grand father is going to suffer the most. But there is nothing I can do.
YES...I have decided to move back where I know things are just as disfunctional. But they are the disfunctional I like. I miss fighting with my family I have there. I miss the shit I complained about the most. I miss my little family that has been there everytime I've needed them. Most of all I miss my Baby Boi and my little girl...ZOEEEEEE! I can't wait to be back in our bed and to be in his arms.
On another note, I need to be thankful for what I have instead of trying to find something I already have. I had a great family where I was, I still have a man that loves me more then life itself. And I could ask for nothing more. Lov ya BOO!
♥
YES...I have decided to move back where I know things are just as disfunctional. But they are the disfunctional I like. I miss fighting with my family I have there. I miss the shit I complained about the most. I miss my little family that has been there everytime I've needed them. Most of all I miss my Baby Boi and my little girl...ZOEEEEEE! I can't wait to be back in our bed and to be in his arms.
On another note, I need to be thankful for what I have instead of trying to find something I already have. I had a great family where I was, I still have a man that loves me more then life itself. And I could ask for nothing more. Lov ya BOO!
♥