Mar 01, 2007 21:51
It came today, sometime around 11 in the morning. All the thinking and ideas and discussions I've been having lately, probably for the last 12 months in fact, have finally resolved themselves. It's a blinding epiphany that startled me with its clarity and strength. Such a strong feeling that as soon as lunchtime came round I ran out of the office to my coffeelunch with Cephalopod so I could try and explain it to someone.
What am I? I am an unstoppable force of nature.
Shall I repeat that? I am an. Unstoppable. Force. Of. Nature.
I have yet to hammer out what it is that being an unstoppable force of nature in human form actually entails, all I know is that that's what I shall henceforth believe myself to be.
Consider this my mission statement, my personal manifesto. From here on I am powerful. I am awe inspiring. I am awesome in its original sense. I am a whirlwind, a flood, a volcano, an earthquake and a bushfire.
I shall accomplish things and change things.
I will not let stupid tiny things upset me, because an unstoppable force of nature is not affected by such petty matters.
I will not be weak. I can't possibly be, when I'm the human manifestation of such a strong force.
I will not apologise or feel guilty for the force that I am. I am overwhelming and I am everything and I come on strong and heavy, but that is what makes for such an unstoppable force.
Nothing, not even myself, will ever stand in my way.
I will let my strongest emotions wreak their worst, and I will come through it all and I will embrace the experience.
I will not be stopped.