*~ ThIs Is ToOoO MuCh ~*
hey evry1..... not doin soo good. i kina feel like REALLI overwhelmed rite now. leme xplain....
ive missed the past week of skool because i was in n out of the doctors n hospitals. i had all this stuff rong w/ mi kidneys. i was mis diagnosed and then all the tests that were sopose 2 be taken, never were. i waited forever for results that never came bak n jus got worse evryday. FINALLI on monday, after 2 doctors visits, 2 hospital visits, and countless blood n pee tests, i was told i had a bad kidney infection...atleast they thought so. They finalli gave me antibiotics insted of jus pain killers, and sed within 10 days, it should go awy, If not, then its sumthn more serious n theyll have to run more tests. Its bin 2 days, n im stil in soOo much pain, but onli at nite. i REALLI REALLI hope this shit goes awy!!!!
neway....wen i retrned to skool yesterday i was like bombarded with tests, projects, and i got mi reportcard. i did pretty well on evrything XCEPT PHYSICS, UUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!!! i hate it. i cant stand the class or the teacher. i got an F, and if i dont bring the grade up, i wont be able to graduate. Now, evry monday n wed after skool i have 2 stay for an hour n a half to take "credit recovery". Pretty much an 1 1/2 long physics class tought bi the same asshole that failed me. this realli isnt gon help at all. im jus gon fail this xtra class too, so i dunno wat ima do. Als, im tryn soOo hard to do good on mi senior project, which is realli the deciding factor if i graduate or not. i onli have 8 comunity service hours done out of the 25 needed to graduate, n i have 2 be done by feb 28th!! which means evry weekend i have 2 go do 14 hours! mi binder looks like shit rite now, n im soOo computer illiterate sumtimes so i have NO IDEA how ima do mi slide!! neway.....
Annie is atleast startn to look good. DeQuan is creating a realli awsome tap piece for "Lest go to the movies!" and i LOVE the "Hoovervile" scene. me n pat are a "couple" in the scene, our names are eddie and, well, i dont realli hava name yet, haha. but its startn to look good!
Friends are goin good. Ash is gettn thru. she misses pat, but atleast bein friends and talkn 2 him civil is a start. As for me, i have NO COMMENT on him. mi name keeps gettn brought up in shit that i have ntun to do with, n if it keeps goin on ima realli flip! thatnk god ill prolli never see him on the street. neway.... Me n jay are TRYN to be friends again. Its hard sumtimes, cuz we fite sooo much, but we are realli tryn tho! Im gettn RREEAALII close to all the girls! Me, dana, chriSTEEN, jaqui, armichael, Dirty Sanchez, and danielle are all gon be in a limo for the prom n go dwn the shore together. i soOo cant wait for prom. As of rite now im still takn joe, but its onli feb, who knows watll happen from now til then. we still talk alil bit, n things are gon prolli be alil wierd since this wekend, but its alright, wat did i xpect. i jus dont wana loose touch with him altogether. not onli am i takn him to prom, but hes like the 1 n onli person i can tell things to, like personal things about family n all, n not feel like im bein judged. i absolutely love him asa friend, i dont wana loose that. its all in his hands tho. nomater wat, ima still be here.
I quit chickies (TEAR!!!). i realli didnt want to, god knows i love mi job, but i cant handle it rite now. im soOo swamped bcuz of skool, the play, concert choir, n service, that i have NO TIME for barely nehting else. i gotta get mi shit together first in skool before i can do nehitng else, cuz me graduating is the most important thing to me rite now. i told dianna to tell sean ill be bak in may tho, so they betta hold mi job, haha. it was cute tho. mi friend Eric called me asa he got outta work n was liike, "y'd u quit on me?" haha i felt so loved!!
I cant WAIT for this weekend. A-lex told me about Jack's (shae's bf) first professional fight this friday. I went to one of his awile ago n had alotta fun. Ima try n make it this friday, cuz i realli wana go. i think afterwards ima hit up 2nd street. i havnt bi there in FOREVER n i miss it, haha. n saturday is shae's party. i feel cheap goin alone, so ima see if i can go with sum1.
BBBBTTTTTWWWWW....... THIS IS EVRY1'S OFFICIAL INVITE TO MI 18TH BIRTHDAY PARTY ON SATURDAY, MARCH 19TH AT THE OREGON CLUB ON 2ND STREET FROM 7PM-11PM!!!!!!!!!! im askn ppl to be there at like 8 the latest cuz mi bois vinnie, dom, john, n vivas are gon play a set. so ne1, evry1 is invited, jus ask me if ya have ne questions! i cant wait. Me n dave are co-hosting it, so it shuld be good. the ONLI thing that sux is, one of the ppl i wana be there the most, wont be able to make it. o well. i tried mi best! im not gon let nehting or ne1 ruin mi nite. Its gon be hard to top last year tho, rite a-lex? hahah i mean, the implosion was soOo cool, hahahahahahaha!
OMG, i totalli forgot...... mi mother now knows about EVRYTHING! she knows about all dances ive went to, n she knows erything abot joe. loong story, some stuff i realli dont want to reencounter, but she knows everything. Its gon take her a good wile to get over evrything, but i think we'll be fine. i jus hope she dont atack joe at prom, hahaha jk.
well, ima go now. gotta get bak 2 class. hope evry1 hasa great week.....love yas<33333 LaTeR<3
ive missed the past week of skool because i was in n out of the doctors n hospitals. i had all this stuff rong w/ mi kidneys. i was mis diagnosed and then all the tests that were sopose 2 be taken, never were. i waited forever for results that never came bak n jus got worse evryday. FINALLI on monday, after 2 doctors visits, 2 hospital visits, and countless blood n pee tests, i was told i had a bad kidney infection...atleast they thought so. They finalli gave me antibiotics insted of jus pain killers, and sed within 10 days, it should go awy, If not, then its sumthn more serious n theyll have to run more tests. Its bin 2 days, n im stil in soOo much pain, but onli at nite. i REALLI REALLI hope this shit goes awy!!!!
neway....wen i retrned to skool yesterday i was like bombarded with tests, projects, and i got mi reportcard. i did pretty well on evrything XCEPT PHYSICS, UUUUGGGGGHHHHH!!!! i hate it. i cant stand the class or the teacher. i got an F, and if i dont bring the grade up, i wont be able to graduate. Now, evry monday n wed after skool i have 2 stay for an hour n a half to take "credit recovery". Pretty much an 1 1/2 long physics class tought bi the same asshole that failed me. this realli isnt gon help at all. im jus gon fail this xtra class too, so i dunno wat ima do. Als, im tryn soOo hard to do good on mi senior project, which is realli the deciding factor if i graduate or not. i onli have 8 comunity service hours done out of the 25 needed to graduate, n i have 2 be done by feb 28th!! which means evry weekend i have 2 go do 14 hours! mi binder looks like shit rite now, n im soOo computer illiterate sumtimes so i have NO IDEA how ima do mi slide!! neway.....
Annie is atleast startn to look good. DeQuan is creating a realli awsome tap piece for "Lest go to the movies!" and i LOVE the "Hoovervile" scene. me n pat are a "couple" in the scene, our names are eddie and, well, i dont realli hava name yet, haha. but its startn to look good!
Friends are goin good. Ash is gettn thru. she misses pat, but atleast bein friends and talkn 2 him civil is a start. As for me, i have NO COMMENT on him. mi name keeps gettn brought up in shit that i have ntun to do with, n if it keeps goin on ima realli flip! thatnk god ill prolli never see him on the street. neway.... Me n jay are TRYN to be friends again. Its hard sumtimes, cuz we fite sooo much, but we are realli tryn tho! Im gettn RREEAALII close to all the girls! Me, dana, chriSTEEN, jaqui, armichael, Dirty Sanchez, and danielle are all gon be in a limo for the prom n go dwn the shore together. i soOo cant wait for prom. As of rite now im still takn joe, but its onli feb, who knows watll happen from now til then. we still talk alil bit, n things are gon prolli be alil wierd since this wekend, but its alright, wat did i xpect. i jus dont wana loose touch with him altogether. not onli am i takn him to prom, but hes like the 1 n onli person i can tell things to, like personal things about family n all, n not feel like im bein judged. i absolutely love him asa friend, i dont wana loose that. its all in his hands tho. nomater wat, ima still be here.
I quit chickies (TEAR!!!). i realli didnt want to, god knows i love mi job, but i cant handle it rite now. im soOo swamped bcuz of skool, the play, concert choir, n service, that i have NO TIME for barely nehting else. i gotta get mi shit together first in skool before i can do nehitng else, cuz me graduating is the most important thing to me rite now. i told dianna to tell sean ill be bak in may tho, so they betta hold mi job, haha. it was cute tho. mi friend Eric called me asa he got outta work n was liike, "y'd u quit on me?" haha i felt so loved!!
I cant WAIT for this weekend. A-lex told me about Jack's (shae's bf) first professional fight this friday. I went to one of his awile ago n had alotta fun. Ima try n make it this friday, cuz i realli wana go. i think afterwards ima hit up 2nd street. i havnt bi there in FOREVER n i miss it, haha. n saturday is shae's party. i feel cheap goin alone, so ima see if i can go with sum1.
BBBBTTTTTWWWWW....... THIS IS EVRY1'S OFFICIAL INVITE TO MI 18TH BIRTHDAY PARTY ON SATURDAY, MARCH 19TH AT THE OREGON CLUB ON 2ND STREET FROM 7PM-11PM!!!!!!!!!! im askn ppl to be there at like 8 the latest cuz mi bois vinnie, dom, john, n vivas are gon play a set. so ne1, evry1 is invited, jus ask me if ya have ne questions! i cant wait. Me n dave are co-hosting it, so it shuld be good. the ONLI thing that sux is, one of the ppl i wana be there the most, wont be able to make it. o well. i tried mi best! im not gon let nehting or ne1 ruin mi nite. Its gon be hard to top last year tho, rite a-lex? hahah i mean, the implosion was soOo cool, hahahahahahaha!
OMG, i totalli forgot...... mi mother now knows about EVRYTHING! she knows about all dances ive went to, n she knows erything abot joe. loong story, some stuff i realli dont want to reencounter, but she knows everything. Its gon take her a good wile to get over evrything, but i think we'll be fine. i jus hope she dont atack joe at prom, hahaha jk.
well, ima go now. gotta get bak 2 class. hope evry1 hasa great week.....love yas<33333 LaTeR<3