*~ I GiVe Up!!!! ~*
well, i had a "GREAT" weekend, leme tell ya, ha. nah, it wasnt to bad...lets go.......
well, friday nite i stayyed in. I had the whole house to miself, n hada wake up for community service like at 630 the next mornin so i decided to jus chill in the house.
Saturday i woke up n made mi way to fukn 7th n spring garden, UGH! i had soOo much fun tho. Me n lauren stole xtina's i-pod n listened to all these, "ill be fine" songs, haha. then we reminisced n jus talked alot. Then it was me n Gel's time. She told me all bouit her n tommy on our like hour ride to get lunch that was 4 blocks awy, ha. we got lost like 2ce, hahaha. After service, me n laur went to dana's house to start lookn at hotels for memorial day weekend. laur left n Steen came over. We got bored, so we decided to go to south street cuz i needed sneakers n dana wanted an outfit for our trip this friday. Neither of us found nehting. After Steen took me home n i got readi for Shae's party!!!!
It took me like FOREVER to get bak to passyunk ave. i felt soOo bad for mark n tim cuz they both waited for me for like an hour, haha. Wen i got there i had soOo much fun. Me n tim matched, "the Enyce twins" ha. All the guys watched the all-star game for alil n then the fun began. little by little evry1 jus got trashed. i had soOo much fun watchn people dance who thought they were in a Rap video (seizure dance, haha), repeteing lines from Nepoleon Dynomite with Silvermen, listening to Zigg rap, tryn to get "supplies" with Monica, playn Rock papper scissors shoot with Nicole, gettn slapped in the ass n tittie twisted by jack, layn in front of the door n talkn w/ shae, cryn in Marks arms (TEAR!), and revealing that im still hung up on a pot head, hahaha! Later on in the nite tho it got bad. I got ina fite w/ mi friend tom, i was bummed about fightn w/ best friend ashley, and then i ended up talkn to an ex from a year ago, things were sed, and i broke dwn in tears outside of the party on sum random persons steps. Wat made it worse was then wen i started to freeze n wanted to go bak in the house, i culdnt because joe and some girl whos name i wont mention were all up on eachother on shae's porch. i realli didnt give two shits, i jus wanted to go bak in the house cuz i was cold, but culdnt. so i called mark, n he came outside n we walked around for alil.
I came bak to get mi shit n say goodbye to evry1, then me n mark ended up goin to Guierin for like an hour, n jus talked about all the bs weve went thru durring the nite. After, nicky drove me home, i got ina fite with some more ppl, n then FINALLI went to bed.
Sunday i woke up at 7 in the morninn culdnt fall bak asleep. mi mind was racing with allllll the crazi bullshit i wen thru the nite b4 n all the crazi things i sed that i shuldnt have to ppl i havnt talked to ina good 4 months, haha. i called ashley, n we kinda jus forgot evrything. then i called mi mom in tears n jus asked her to pick me up n take me sumwhere so i can get out. we ended up goin to mi uncles in jersey for the day. i absolutly LOVE goin over there. Its soOo nice n quiet in jersey. He has this Hamac in his bak yard that i lay on for hours n jus think. i slept over n monday me n mi mom went shoppn. i bought a BEAUTIFUL prom dress at Mia's. If i get a pick ill deff put it in.
Later on i called jay n had a LLLOOONNNGGG talk with him. It seems like ive bin lossn mi closest friends lately, n now is mi time to try n work to get em all bak. Mostly jay, ha. we talked about old times, i made him admit a secret, i kno u love me more, hahaha, and we jus had alotta fun on the fone. After that i reluctantly called joe to make sure he was still goin to prom after the fite we had sat nite. dont ask wat about, i realli dont remember.all i kno is i kno its gon be wierd for awile, but i dont want it to be. i just wana be normal. i hope things get easier as time goes by....
well 2day in skool was soOOOOOOOOOOOoo much fun. Dom Demarco gives the absloute BEST messages, i got like 7, haha. And wen we went to NAL, the other team never showed up so we all watched "Office Space" in the basement of some library, and played sharades for a good hour. Wen we got bak to skool i sang for a good hour n a half n then skool ended. Im now chilln at ashleys finishing this entry i started at like 10am. well ima go now. im soOo tired n got soOo much hack work due 2marrow.
so, wats evry1 doin this weekend. i NEED 2 get out friday. any ideas????? love yas all<3333333
well, friday nite i stayyed in. I had the whole house to miself, n hada wake up for community service like at 630 the next mornin so i decided to jus chill in the house.
Saturday i woke up n made mi way to fukn 7th n spring garden, UGH! i had soOo much fun tho. Me n lauren stole xtina's i-pod n listened to all these, "ill be fine" songs, haha. then we reminisced n jus talked alot. Then it was me n Gel's time. She told me all bouit her n tommy on our like hour ride to get lunch that was 4 blocks awy, ha. we got lost like 2ce, hahaha. After service, me n laur went to dana's house to start lookn at hotels for memorial day weekend. laur left n Steen came over. We got bored, so we decided to go to south street cuz i needed sneakers n dana wanted an outfit for our trip this friday. Neither of us found nehting. After Steen took me home n i got readi for Shae's party!!!!
It took me like FOREVER to get bak to passyunk ave. i felt soOo bad for mark n tim cuz they both waited for me for like an hour, haha. Wen i got there i had soOo much fun. Me n tim matched, "the Enyce twins" ha. All the guys watched the all-star game for alil n then the fun began. little by little evry1 jus got trashed. i had soOo much fun watchn people dance who thought they were in a Rap video (seizure dance, haha), repeteing lines from Nepoleon Dynomite with Silvermen, listening to Zigg rap, tryn to get "supplies" with Monica, playn Rock papper scissors shoot with Nicole, gettn slapped in the ass n tittie twisted by jack, layn in front of the door n talkn w/ shae, cryn in Marks arms (TEAR!), and revealing that im still hung up on a pot head, hahaha! Later on in the nite tho it got bad. I got ina fite w/ mi friend tom, i was bummed about fightn w/ best friend ashley, and then i ended up talkn to an ex from a year ago, things were sed, and i broke dwn in tears outside of the party on sum random persons steps. Wat made it worse was then wen i started to freeze n wanted to go bak in the house, i culdnt because joe and some girl whos name i wont mention were all up on eachother on shae's porch. i realli didnt give two shits, i jus wanted to go bak in the house cuz i was cold, but culdnt. so i called mark, n he came outside n we walked around for alil.
I came bak to get mi shit n say goodbye to evry1, then me n mark ended up goin to Guierin for like an hour, n jus talked about all the bs weve went thru durring the nite. After, nicky drove me home, i got ina fite with some more ppl, n then FINALLI went to bed.
Sunday i woke up at 7 in the morninn culdnt fall bak asleep. mi mind was racing with allllll the crazi bullshit i wen thru the nite b4 n all the crazi things i sed that i shuldnt have to ppl i havnt talked to ina good 4 months, haha. i called ashley, n we kinda jus forgot evrything. then i called mi mom in tears n jus asked her to pick me up n take me sumwhere so i can get out. we ended up goin to mi uncles in jersey for the day. i absolutly LOVE goin over there. Its soOo nice n quiet in jersey. He has this Hamac in his bak yard that i lay on for hours n jus think. i slept over n monday me n mi mom went shoppn. i bought a BEAUTIFUL prom dress at Mia's. If i get a pick ill deff put it in.
Later on i called jay n had a LLLOOONNNGGG talk with him. It seems like ive bin lossn mi closest friends lately, n now is mi time to try n work to get em all bak. Mostly jay, ha. we talked about old times, i made him admit a secret, i kno u love me more, hahaha, and we jus had alotta fun on the fone. After that i reluctantly called joe to make sure he was still goin to prom after the fite we had sat nite. dont ask wat about, i realli dont remember.all i kno is i kno its gon be wierd for awile, but i dont want it to be. i just wana be normal. i hope things get easier as time goes by....
well 2day in skool was soOOOOOOOOOOOoo much fun. Dom Demarco gives the absloute BEST messages, i got like 7, haha. And wen we went to NAL, the other team never showed up so we all watched "Office Space" in the basement of some library, and played sharades for a good hour. Wen we got bak to skool i sang for a good hour n a half n then skool ended. Im now chilln at ashleys finishing this entry i started at like 10am. well ima go now. im soOo tired n got soOo much hack work due 2marrow.
so, wats evry1 doin this weekend. i NEED 2 get out friday. any ideas????? love yas all<3333333