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hey evry1. god, wata nite. LOTS of fun....lets begin!
well, after skool we had annie practice. BOO! (my new word, haha!) i hated it. i was givn a part in the play that i didnt even wana be an actor in in the 1st place. i realli rather have jus bin a dancer. i asked if they culd give it to sum1 else, but the director sed no, UGH! after practice i went to ash's house to get showered n dressed for the nite.
around 715ish, dana came n picked me up n we all went to "Don Pablo's" in Depfort New Jersey for pats birthday.. God Damn a crew went. it was me, zuino, greg, cav, a-johns, jay, pat, kris, dana, dave, steen, laur d, stef, and capps. we all ate like pigs foods that we culdnt even pronounce, haha. then we chowed down on some unbelieveable fried ice-cream...it was soOo good. A baloon maker came over n made like evry1 watever they wanted, xcept me, haha. Dave got spiderman (of course), pat got an eagle, kris got a duck, ash got a duck hat, dana got a princess hat, laur aka "dirty sanchez" got a sombrero, hahahahah, capps got a frog, steen got a carebear, and i got a fish, more like Dori from Finding Nemo. i wanted spongebob, but he sed it was too hard to make. i culdnt think of nething else, so jay sed hed surprise me. he at 1st asked the guy to make a dolphin, but he sed he did fish beter, so jay picked it. At the end, after me telln our waiter like 12 times, the staff came over n sang happi bday n gave pat a HUGE sombrero to wear until we left. we took a shit load of pics n then left.
after that we all went bak 2 ashs house. i left mi Dori in daves car...TEAR! we went there n i drank a good 4 glasses of straight amoretta. i was like the lone drinker, ha. after evry1 left, xcept a few good lookn straglers, we all jus talked for alil, broke balls, n chilled. wen evry1 finalli left (it tok forever, haha) me, ash, laur, n stef got in our pj's n now were all jus chilln dwn the basement playn "truth" and "would u rather..." Were all like bitchn about guys, tryn to figure out wat were gon do about college, n who were partying w/ next friday after the snowball, ha!
Nights like these realli make me realize how much friendship realli means to me. i havent bin able to hang out w/ mi friends for awile. Breakn up w/ joe was like an incentive for all mi friends to get me out with them more, which i realli do like and appreciate. evry1's bein there for me with advice, bein realli supportive, even if i dont listen, haha. Some still dont listen to me tho, even wen i ask them to stop bringn up mi shit n jus get over it, to focus on their life. i guess its like the hack quote, "dont bring up my debts, unless u plan to pay them!" im tired of ppl bitchn to me about mi life. its mi life, BACK OFF! yea, ur mi friend, n i understand u care n dont want me hurt, but it is mi life. let me live it, make mi own mistakes, n learn from them. u dont agree w/ me n wat i do, then fine, no1 asked ur opinion neway, but dont scrutinize me for the things i do. if ura tru friend then jus be supportive. i kno i sound like im goin off ona certian individuale, but im realli not. im jus sayn sumthn ive bin wantn to get out there for awile. i love u's all, n im glad ur always there for me wen needed, n im always there if need be. jus let me have the xperiences most ppl have at this age n live life on mi own! haha ok im done i sware.
Since i brought it up, on the joe matter..... i miss him, i cant lie. i think about him alot, jus hopin he's happi and safe, where ever he mite be. honestly were realli good tho. we talk sumtimes, n wenever we do its not like fake. i can sit there n hava good convo with him. i think thats sumthn we never realli had. we didnt go into the relationship with a good friendship backround, n most of the time thats needed for sumthn to be good. thats sumthn i think were buildn now, ha yea evn tho its too late. its cool tho. i told him that i mite not have bin able to be evrything he wanted as a gf, but i dont wana loose him completely. i wana be able to look at him n realli be able to say hes a good friend of mine. i lost enuff of him, i dont wana loose him asa friend too. n i refuse to take ne1 else to prom. evry dance ive ever went to i took a friend that i either didnt like at all, or didnt evn kno that well, ha. i swore that for this year id take sum1 i realli carred about n that i kno wuld be an awsome n memorable date. evn tho me n joe arent together, i still care about him asa friend, n i kno hed be fun to bring. plus we have good chem on the dance floor, hahaha, n thats a must w/ me!!! The shore shuld be fun. dunno if hes comin dwn, prolli not, but i refuse to not run naked atleast once, haha.
Chickies SUCKS! i wana quit soOo bad, but not unless i hava job linned up 1st. Steens tryn to get me into champs. id lovn workn there asa bus boy, haha. ill move up to hostess in no time, HHAHAHAHAHAHA! but i cant stand chickies nemore. i love the ppl 1 minute, n then hate em the next. they all talk 2 much shit n break balls till u wana hit em. they abuse pwr n take advantage of evry1. i dunno, well see. i need money, haha. n the fact that i HATE cookn durring eagles games, but thatll be over in two weeks thank good!! GO EAGLES!!
so next week, the snow ball, haha. a bunch of us are goin plastered!!!!! then god knows wat after. then the carnation sale stars to pay for the senior trip to the poconos. that shuld be fun. AWWWW tat reminds me...v-day is comin u....TEAR!!! evry1 will be w/ there significant others that week. ill jus sit in, haha. ill use that time to study i guess, haha. maybe ill be asked ona date. i was last week, but i kinda sed no. it was wayYYY 2 quick, ha. hes a cutie, but not mi type. plus i realli dun feel like gettn into nehting rite now. i wana go out w/ mi friends n have fun. wile im out if nething happens then so be it, but im not plannin on nething.
tomarrow im sopose 2 go to community service to get a couple mmore hours under mi belt at the food shelter.. thats IF i wake up, ha. then work at four.im soOo glad i run tomarrow n not cook!!! wohooo!!!
well, ima get to bed now. im tired as shit n needs change mi profile, ha! love yas all<33333333
well, after skool we had annie practice. BOO! (my new word, haha!) i hated it. i was givn a part in the play that i didnt even wana be an actor in in the 1st place. i realli rather have jus bin a dancer. i asked if they culd give it to sum1 else, but the director sed no, UGH! after practice i went to ash's house to get showered n dressed for the nite.
around 715ish, dana came n picked me up n we all went to "Don Pablo's" in Depfort New Jersey for pats birthday.. God Damn a crew went. it was me, zuino, greg, cav, a-johns, jay, pat, kris, dana, dave, steen, laur d, stef, and capps. we all ate like pigs foods that we culdnt even pronounce, haha. then we chowed down on some unbelieveable fried ice-cream...it was soOo good. A baloon maker came over n made like evry1 watever they wanted, xcept me, haha. Dave got spiderman (of course), pat got an eagle, kris got a duck, ash got a duck hat, dana got a princess hat, laur aka "dirty sanchez" got a sombrero, hahahahah, capps got a frog, steen got a carebear, and i got a fish, more like Dori from Finding Nemo. i wanted spongebob, but he sed it was too hard to make. i culdnt think of nething else, so jay sed hed surprise me. he at 1st asked the guy to make a dolphin, but he sed he did fish beter, so jay picked it. At the end, after me telln our waiter like 12 times, the staff came over n sang happi bday n gave pat a HUGE sombrero to wear until we left. we took a shit load of pics n then left.
after that we all went bak 2 ashs house. i left mi Dori in daves car...TEAR! we went there n i drank a good 4 glasses of straight amoretta. i was like the lone drinker, ha. after evry1 left, xcept a few good lookn straglers, we all jus talked for alil, broke balls, n chilled. wen evry1 finalli left (it tok forever, haha) me, ash, laur, n stef got in our pj's n now were all jus chilln dwn the basement playn "truth" and "would u rather..." Were all like bitchn about guys, tryn to figure out wat were gon do about college, n who were partying w/ next friday after the snowball, ha!
Nights like these realli make me realize how much friendship realli means to me. i havent bin able to hang out w/ mi friends for awile. Breakn up w/ joe was like an incentive for all mi friends to get me out with them more, which i realli do like and appreciate. evry1's bein there for me with advice, bein realli supportive, even if i dont listen, haha. Some still dont listen to me tho, even wen i ask them to stop bringn up mi shit n jus get over it, to focus on their life. i guess its like the hack quote, "dont bring up my debts, unless u plan to pay them!" im tired of ppl bitchn to me about mi life. its mi life, BACK OFF! yea, ur mi friend, n i understand u care n dont want me hurt, but it is mi life. let me live it, make mi own mistakes, n learn from them. u dont agree w/ me n wat i do, then fine, no1 asked ur opinion neway, but dont scrutinize me for the things i do. if ura tru friend then jus be supportive. i kno i sound like im goin off ona certian individuale, but im realli not. im jus sayn sumthn ive bin wantn to get out there for awile. i love u's all, n im glad ur always there for me wen needed, n im always there if need be. jus let me have the xperiences most ppl have at this age n live life on mi own! haha ok im done i sware.
Since i brought it up, on the joe matter..... i miss him, i cant lie. i think about him alot, jus hopin he's happi and safe, where ever he mite be. honestly were realli good tho. we talk sumtimes, n wenever we do its not like fake. i can sit there n hava good convo with him. i think thats sumthn we never realli had. we didnt go into the relationship with a good friendship backround, n most of the time thats needed for sumthn to be good. thats sumthn i think were buildn now, ha yea evn tho its too late. its cool tho. i told him that i mite not have bin able to be evrything he wanted as a gf, but i dont wana loose him completely. i wana be able to look at him n realli be able to say hes a good friend of mine. i lost enuff of him, i dont wana loose him asa friend too. n i refuse to take ne1 else to prom. evry dance ive ever went to i took a friend that i either didnt like at all, or didnt evn kno that well, ha. i swore that for this year id take sum1 i realli carred about n that i kno wuld be an awsome n memorable date. evn tho me n joe arent together, i still care about him asa friend, n i kno hed be fun to bring. plus we have good chem on the dance floor, hahaha, n thats a must w/ me!!! The shore shuld be fun. dunno if hes comin dwn, prolli not, but i refuse to not run naked atleast once, haha.
Chickies SUCKS! i wana quit soOo bad, but not unless i hava job linned up 1st. Steens tryn to get me into champs. id lovn workn there asa bus boy, haha. ill move up to hostess in no time, HHAHAHAHAHAHA! but i cant stand chickies nemore. i love the ppl 1 minute, n then hate em the next. they all talk 2 much shit n break balls till u wana hit em. they abuse pwr n take advantage of evry1. i dunno, well see. i need money, haha. n the fact that i HATE cookn durring eagles games, but thatll be over in two weeks thank good!! GO EAGLES!!
so next week, the snow ball, haha. a bunch of us are goin plastered!!!!! then god knows wat after. then the carnation sale stars to pay for the senior trip to the poconos. that shuld be fun. AWWWW tat reminds me...v-day is comin u....TEAR!!! evry1 will be w/ there significant others that week. ill jus sit in, haha. ill use that time to study i guess, haha. maybe ill be asked ona date. i was last week, but i kinda sed no. it was wayYYY 2 quick, ha. hes a cutie, but not mi type. plus i realli dun feel like gettn into nehting rite now. i wana go out w/ mi friends n have fun. wile im out if nething happens then so be it, but im not plannin on nething.
tomarrow im sopose 2 go to community service to get a couple mmore hours under mi belt at the food shelter.. thats IF i wake up, ha. then work at four.im soOo glad i run tomarrow n not cook!!! wohooo!!!
well, ima get to bed now. im tired as shit n needs change mi profile, ha! love yas all<33333333