Miami is nice, so I'll say it twice...
You dont need no passport
And you dont need no visas
You dont need to designate or to emigrate
Before you can see jesus
If you open up your heart
Youll see hes right there
Always was and will be
Hell relieve you of your cares
-George Harrison, "Awaiting on You All"
The above lyrics and song in general are very important to me at this point in my life. The song has always been one that I've loved, but only recently have I come to grasp its meaning; only recently have I come to "open up... [my]... heart." It is a very important process to begin healing me and dealing with all my sins and diseases.
To, again, paraphrase Notes from Underground, "I am a sick man..." It took years of denial, at least 3 (if not more) cases of alcohol poisoning, damaging several relationships, almost not graduating college, putting on about 50-60 pounds, and some serious legal trouble before I could admit to myself what was wrong.
In other words, I have a high comorbidity. I could go on, and list all my defects, but that is neither here nor there. There will, of course, come a time when I do need to list all these defects and how they have --both positively and negatively -- influenced my life.
I have begun writing a brief history of certain aspects of my life. I began in 2000, and am now on approximately 2006. It has taken 10 extra large pages on a legal pad. There is much to report on that. Perhaps a locked entry? I dunno. Depending on how open I'm feeling, I may or may not post it. I do know, however, that I must type it up one day. It is part of my 4th step.
I need to go. There's a garage sale to tend to, and I have to get ready for a meeting tonight. Cheers.
And you dont need no visas
You dont need to designate or to emigrate
Before you can see jesus
If you open up your heart
Youll see hes right there
Always was and will be
Hell relieve you of your cares
-George Harrison, "Awaiting on You All"
The above lyrics and song in general are very important to me at this point in my life. The song has always been one that I've loved, but only recently have I come to grasp its meaning; only recently have I come to "open up... [my]... heart." It is a very important process to begin healing me and dealing with all my sins and diseases.
To, again, paraphrase Notes from Underground, "I am a sick man..." It took years of denial, at least 3 (if not more) cases of alcohol poisoning, damaging several relationships, almost not graduating college, putting on about 50-60 pounds, and some serious legal trouble before I could admit to myself what was wrong.
In other words, I have a high comorbidity. I could go on, and list all my defects, but that is neither here nor there. There will, of course, come a time when I do need to list all these defects and how they have --both positively and negatively -- influenced my life.
I have begun writing a brief history of certain aspects of my life. I began in 2000, and am now on approximately 2006. It has taken 10 extra large pages on a legal pad. There is much to report on that. Perhaps a locked entry? I dunno. Depending on how open I'm feeling, I may or may not post it. I do know, however, that I must type it up one day. It is part of my 4th step.
I need to go. There's a garage sale to tend to, and I have to get ready for a meeting tonight. Cheers.