you can pin me and mount me like a butterfly but take me to the haven of your bed
reel around the fountain slap me on the patio I'll take it now. fifteen minutes with you, oh I wouldn't say no.
hahaha. yeah. gotta love such lyrics. oh, and the lyrics are reflective of the sublety of right-now that will get buried in attempts at pseudo-intellectualism.
so, to-day was monday. or is. I dunno. I'm like, not even here anymore. I was feeling pretty energetic but suddenly I feel old, tired, lethargic. I kinda like that. It won't last though, after all, nothing ever does. I will say this though, I had a pretty good day at school, even if lunch was slightly boring.
my old boring demeanor --as if I had any other -- has almost officially returned. I'm back into school mode; only 3 weeks ago I was still panicked with thoughts of being ready for this moment, and it's arrived. I s'pose I could put it more eloquently and say I'm a lazy sonofabitch and all my summer perks that I complained about will now be systematically removed from my schedule and replaced with homework and bouts of depression. go me. it's quite all right though.
this weekend I had an epiphany, or rather several. I have lots of thoughts that I like to let float around in my mind, and for the most part the truly important ones go unwritten. I did find an important one that must be written: If it's important, don't write it down, or don't say it for it'll merely clutter the world with more words; if it's important --truly and essentially -- it must be lived and not spoken of, for such is the way of life. I would also like to point out the irony and hypocrisy that such can only be pointed out in words, and thus yet another paradox is born, or perhaps, discovered. I guess that's my last attempt at being profound for a while.
hahaha. yeah. gotta love such lyrics. oh, and the lyrics are reflective of the sublety of right-now that will get buried in attempts at pseudo-intellectualism.
so, to-day was monday. or is. I dunno. I'm like, not even here anymore. I was feeling pretty energetic but suddenly I feel old, tired, lethargic. I kinda like that. It won't last though, after all, nothing ever does. I will say this though, I had a pretty good day at school, even if lunch was slightly boring.
my old boring demeanor --as if I had any other -- has almost officially returned. I'm back into school mode; only 3 weeks ago I was still panicked with thoughts of being ready for this moment, and it's arrived. I s'pose I could put it more eloquently and say I'm a lazy sonofabitch and all my summer perks that I complained about will now be systematically removed from my schedule and replaced with homework and bouts of depression. go me. it's quite all right though.
this weekend I had an epiphany, or rather several. I have lots of thoughts that I like to let float around in my mind, and for the most part the truly important ones go unwritten. I did find an important one that must be written: If it's important, don't write it down, or don't say it for it'll merely clutter the world with more words; if it's important --truly and essentially -- it must be lived and not spoken of, for such is the way of life. I would also like to point out the irony and hypocrisy that such can only be pointed out in words, and thus yet another paradox is born, or perhaps, discovered. I guess that's my last attempt at being profound for a while.