You asked for it.
Do you want to know what I really think of you? Do you? I think that you are a pretentious, hypocritical try hard. You judge people, and then abuse those who judge others. You insult people who "dress like everyone else" like goths, metal heads, and emo's. And you dress the exact same way a certain subculture dresses. Did you ever think that maybe metal heads all wear metal shirts because they like the band on the shirt? Did you ever think that maybe colours do not appeal to goths? You aren't different. Do you think no one has ever heard of anime? Do you think no one has heard of cos play? Do you think you are the only girl who has ever played a video game? You are just one more replica. You are just one more drone, in the long line of drones that have come before you.
You think you are so innovative and creative? I think I have seen it all before. Only bigger and better. You think that when you leave, everything will be peachy keen and you will flourish? I think you will fall on your face. I think you will finally realise that the people you are searching for, the ones who are intelligent and think you are amazing, do not exist. I think your pretentious, judgemental and condescending attitude will leave you friendless, disillusioned and torn apart.
You know why he is with you? Because he is scared to be alone. He doesn't believe in himself enough to attempt to find a woman who would actually be grateful to have him. He is scared of being alone and so are you and that is why you are together. You are right, you don't deserve him, and hopefully in the near future he will realise this and you will be left to your own stupid little life.
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