Today makes another missed lecture. Everytime I'm supposed to go to a lecture I end up with a mild anxiety attack. I'll try again tomorrow :/

Woop! I finished my essay at the expense of my health. I drank so much coffee I made myself ill :( But everything is better now, I get to spend the weekend shopping and Nick's coming up tomorrow :D Only one more sleep!

I've had so much coffee that eyes are too open for me to blink comfortably and my hands are shaking too much for me to type properly ( Read more... )

I've just finished the first piece of work for one of my modules and it was all about Christina Aguilera. I am doing such a weird combination of modules.

Right now I should be in a lecture wowing the everyone with my knowledge of Dostoevsky but the trains were completely fucked up this morning and I hate walking into lectures late so I didn't go :( I also found out that all the packing jobs have been taken but the lady I spoke to on the phone said she'd try to squeeze me in if I call back next week ( Read more... )

The more time I spend in Derby the easier I think it would be if I never came home. I've started to try and distance myself so that I don't feel so lonely here and I'm worried that it's starting to work.

I can't believe my lecturer is such a cock that he didn't put up a notice about the lecture starting late until this morning. I got up at 6 o'clock for this only to find out I could have slept for another hour. I'm tempted to just go back to bed and send him a rude email. I am not impressed.

As cheesy as it sounds, I realised today that I don't regret anything that I've done in my life because it all helped in getting me to where I am and, as far as the important things go, I am really happy with my life right now :D ( Read more... )

It's really strange. When I was younger I used to relish being in the house by myself but I can't stand it anymore. It seems far too quiet. I've only really felt this way since I went to uni. I hated it when I was the only person in the flat last year and I didn't like staying in the house by myself this year and now it seems to have transfered to ( Read more... )

I had a hot date tonight. Oh yes. *gasp ( Read more... )