Ouch
So, its been a little while since an update. But I'm really sad. I've lost about 53 lbs. now. Normally, that would be an achievement, but I didn't have that much weight to begin with. I took a shower tonight and had something that felt like a scratch on my back and asked my mom to look at it..... when she said, "I'm sorry, I just can't look at your back... You've lost so much weight you just look bad from the neck down." OMG, did that really hurt. I've not cried that hard in a long time. It's not like I'm trying to be this way, my body has just been through so much and its taken its toll on me. So that hurt, a lot.... Another thing I can add to the list of things I need to talk to my psychiatrist about. Just not a good way to start the summer..... and btw, none of my clothes fit, I have to pin them all so they'll stay on my hips. Ugh....