Depressed
So my doctor thinks I am depressed, which would partially explain why I can't eat. Maybe? I know I'm depressed, who wouldn't be when their entire life and freedom has been taken away because of some horrible diseases. I knew someday I would get sick, but this is rediculous. And now I keep hearing this, it may take more than a year, crap for me to get better. I went back to the hospital again yesterday. I can't eat and the doctor did more blood tests to see if he could see why. My liver functions are back to normal so that's a plus. They also did an upper GI tract test, found out that my stomach is leaking (acid reflux which I already knew I had) and that it empties slower than normal. Still doesn't explain the nausea though.
I have an appt. with a counselor in a week and a half. God I hope they put me on prozac.... Living a zombie life is better than this. Ok, I gotta go le down now, its 7am and of course I can't sleep as normal, and my stomache really hurts right now.
PS what the heck is up with all the girls from my highschool thinking they're the shit of Indianapolis? Paalleeeaaassseee.... you were nothing in highschool and you're nothing now. I love how people try to exemplify their lives through lies on myspace and facebook. Welcome to the real world, life's a bitch deal with it.
I have an appt. with a counselor in a week and a half. God I hope they put me on prozac.... Living a zombie life is better than this. Ok, I gotta go le down now, its 7am and of course I can't sleep as normal, and my stomache really hurts right now.
PS what the heck is up with all the girls from my highschool thinking they're the shit of Indianapolis? Paalleeeaaassseee.... you were nothing in highschool and you're nothing now. I love how people try to exemplify their lives through lies on myspace and facebook. Welcome to the real world, life's a bitch deal with it.