Apr 15, 2009 12:57
So, actions speak louder than words. Crissers is here and for the past three days they disappear into the bedroom. So yeah they are tired but they still talk for hours. In the morning after I get up, they disappear into the bedroom. So yeah okay they must be getting dressed or something. I overhear them making plans. So yeah, they are lovers they are going on a date.
Turns out, they jus don't really want to hang out with me. But when Crissers is gone we hang out. But when here, I'm not part of the group... I'm jus the ex that lives here. They want nothing to do with me. This jus may hurt worse than how quickly she moved on.
I'm the "stoner buddy." Apparently I'm only worth while when I have drugs. Which she doesn't do when Crissers is here.
I hate it when people say they are "going out." Why couldn't they jus tell me? I over hear thirty mins away so they are going to the Water Front... how hard was it to say that?
I also fucking hate it when people lie to me about money. "I only have 8 dollars" Yet there are five dollar flowers on the table and two two dollar sodas in the living room... OH and gas to get to the water front... that is more than eight dollars. Not to mention, they are going to a movie later with Anika?
I jus wonder what tomorrow will have in store. I bet you anything they are going to be in such a hurry to get me to mom and dads. But I have been wrong before. Maybe I'm jus over reacting. I mean, I do work and we do need the money so maybe we'll hang out this weekend? We shall see tomorrow morning.