I think I do this to myself because I like it.
Well, sometime after Christmas Leah and I broke up.
Then my grandma went to the hospital.
Than she found someone new.
Then my Grandma died.
I didn't cry at any of these events. So when I heard that she may be moving in with us? I kind of lost it. I feel bad for the girl. I'm calm now and I'm okay and even sad that she's finishing school. but hey, she paid for it so might as well eh?
I don't feel the hole anymore. I don't feel empty, invisible and hollow.
But still... after we all move to our places... Are we still going to be friends? I'd like to think so but we probably are not going to be.
Well, I guess I should get going... I've got to clean and such.
Then my grandma went to the hospital.
Than she found someone new.
Then my Grandma died.
I didn't cry at any of these events. So when I heard that she may be moving in with us? I kind of lost it. I feel bad for the girl. I'm calm now and I'm okay and even sad that she's finishing school. but hey, she paid for it so might as well eh?
I don't feel the hole anymore. I don't feel empty, invisible and hollow.
But still... after we all move to our places... Are we still going to be friends? I'd like to think so but we probably are not going to be.
Well, I guess I should get going... I've got to clean and such.