Small World
Senri's here. At TeniU, living down the hall and woring at Catering Services alongside of me. Never expected that. Freaking small world.
Gakuto: You okay? Look, I--um--told Senri we'd feed him occasionally. He always forgets to eat. If you don't like it, I can just make him up a care package. He says he's changed. I don't know...part of me wants to ( Read more... )
Gakuto: You okay? Look, I--um--told Senri we'd feed him occasionally. He always forgets to eat. If you don't like it, I can just make him up a care package. He says he's changed. I don't know...part of me wants to ( Read more... )
5. They need that class for more things than just cell phones....
13. Some of us have noticed that. Though you touch a lot less now.
14. You did?
31. Yes. Lederhosen. It makes up for some of the gifts *you've* given me. I might actually be using that last gift card now, though.... And just think! Someone has a birthday coming up soon. What can I embarass you with now....
Private to Kippei
I...don't know, Kippei. It's hard to forgive, both for you and for me. I can be civil. Don't worry about that. But when I think about how close it was...and what it...no. I'm not going to think about it. I'll be civil. He's still your friend. maybe I'll just make myself scarce when he's around. I just...do not trust him. I don't care about rehab. It didn't take if he's still smoking up, you know.
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13. That's because you scurry away too fast. I have my dignity. Not gonna chase you down and tackle you just for a snuggle. ^_~
14. Yeah. It's hard enough leaving your friends behind, but since Fudomine had no high school attached, I knew some of you I wouldn't see again. I still miss the guys. It'd be great if we could have a reunion, wouldn't it?
31. Oh, really? Want some advice? I would find an all-expenses paid vacation to Hawaii for two extremely embarrassing!
Private to Shinji
You aren't required to forgive him, Shinji. That's up to you. I just wanted you to know he might be doing that. Or not. You know how he is. He hasn't since he got here.
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14. It would be nice. Akira and I are thinking of a camping trip early in the fall that we want to drag you on. Maybe if we can find everyone else...?
31. I'm sure you would, because if I got you that, I would be the other one going. Try again, Kippei.
Private to Kippei
I know how he is, and that's why I am not inclined to trust or forgive just yet.
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14. *_* I would really, really like that!
31. Hmmm...Fiji? Tahiti? South of France?
Private to Shinji
You don't have to do anything at all. You don't even have to speak to him if you don't want to. I just wanted you to know he might try to talk to you and why.
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14. Even if we bring the marshmellows? Both Akira and I insist on sugar. And campfires.
31. Again, the trip would include me. Since I am not the one you want to vacation with, I'll just have to come up with something on my own. I'll manage...I always do.
Private to Kippei
If he wants to talk, I will listen. I promise nothing more than that. Drop the subject, Kippei. Before I say something I'l regret.
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14. If you have marshmallows, you better make S'mores! All I'm saying. Gotta have campfires. It's a given.
31. Rats.
Private to Shinji
What did I say?
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14. Good! More sugar!
15. Besides, why would I give you a romantic holiday before I give myself one?
Private to Kippei
I'm sorry. It's just...Sen had been asking what happened, and I told him against my better judgement, and Gakuto did earlier, but I think he forgot, I hope he did, and a couple of other people asked me why I was being cold to him...I'm just tired of thinking about it, takinging about, or justifying any of it. "Because he was high" is not a fucking excuse, and...deep breaths, Shinji. So. I'm sorry.
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14. VROOOOOOOOOOOOOM!!!
15. Because I'm older?
Private to Shinji
No, it's not an excuse. It never was. But that's the one you made for him last week when I wanted to kill him. I told him just what I thought about all of that shit.
Just what did you tell Gakuto?
Like I said. Don't talk to him if you don't want to. I didn't want you to be blindsided. And I won't have him here unless the roomies are comfortable with it. Don't worry.
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14. You better not tie me to anything again.
15. *laughs* In chronological years, you may be older, Kippei.
Private to Kippei
You didn't! He probably doesn't even remember it. I should've never told you anything to begin with.
All I told Gakuto was that I disliked him for a many reasons, a couple having to do with you, and the rest with me. It never got more specific, I don't think. I didn't realize that it would be a problem to tell a concerned friend who was asking. I forgot it was Gakuto, I guess. Next time I want to talk with him, I'll be sure to clear it with you first.
Have him over all you want. Hell, invite him to move in. I don't care, Kippei. I really don't.
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14. XD
15. And us old geezers HATE all-expenses paid vacations to hot resorts!
Private to Shinji
The hell?
What the fuck have I done to be talked to like that? I'm thrilled that my best friend and the man I love also love each other. Do you have any idea how important that is to me?
Gakuto had some bad news today, and he's obviously freaking out about Senri being here. Of course, I was curious what you said in case it was something specific I needed to talk to him about.
Hell. I really don't need this. Do you think this is fucking easy for me? We all have shit going on in our lives, Shinji. Even me.
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14. ...I do not trust that emoticon.
15. I know that, silly. Old geezers prefer things like lederhosen.
Private to Kippei
Look, Kippei, I'm sorry. I knew that was out of line the moment I sent it. I'm kicking myself for it right now...I feel terrible. I *know* this is hard on you, Kippei. I gues...it's easier to be bitter with the people you trust than anyone else. I'm sorry I turned it against you. I really am.
No, I don't know how important that is to you. Tell me?
*sighs* I'm going to apologize myself to death, and it's not going to help. You're angry and you have every right to be. I'm sorry I lasted out at you, Kippei. I really am. That's...all I can say, I guess.
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14. I'm all innocence!
15. Not until they grow ear hair, they don't.
Private to ShinjiI'm sorry, too. I snapped back just as fast. Do you really feel like I'm blocking you out or don't want you around? That's not the case. Of course I pay attention to Gakuto. If Atsushi roomed in our suite, I'd bet you'd be the same way without even realizing it. But you have to speak up. You know I don't pick up on this stuff. I'd rather you said something right away instead of letting it build up inside you ( ... )
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14. ...right. Sure you are. Remember what happened *ast* time I believed that?
15. What's that I see in your ear there, Grandpa?
Private to KippeiSometimes...I wonder, Kippei. I don't always feel welcome in my own room anymore, like I'm an intrusion, and...it's not your fault. I know why that is. I understand. And I understand your point, too. I just...I wish 'Sushi and I could move out sooner rather than later sometimes, because it sucks to feel like you don't belong anyplace ( ... )
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14. I am all innocence!
15. Whippersnapper!
Private to ShinjiI'm the intrusion into your personal space, like a guest who's overstayed his welcome. Just kick me out. You need time to yourself and time with just Gakuto the same as I. It won't kill either of us. Maybe I'll leave him one of my shirts and I'll steal his pillow case ( ... )
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14. I'll believe it when I see it.
15. You're just jealous that I'm still limber, flexible...and not going gray.
Private to Kippei
I don't want to kick you out, Kippei. You...belong there. You do.
*sighs* I should've said nothing. Atsushi and I would like to move in together at some point in the future...near future would be nice. How badly are you about to freak, and do I need to lock up the wood chipper?
*laughs* Fine. We'll make a triangle, Kippei.
You have been? Kippei...wow. I'm glad that you have been going, Kippei, I really am. And I will still worry about you. I always will.
.....*blushes* Kippei. I...am not going to be allowed to argue, am I?
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14. XD
15. I'm all of those things, too, Junior!
Private to Shinji
Remember those Warner Bros. chipmunks? That's us. "No, after you!" "No, you stay. I insist!" "No, you stay!" You are welcome in your own room, for heaven's sake. If you feel uncomfortable, just let me know. I don't want to chase you out. So say something! Please?
No wood chipper. Atsushi is good for you. I haven't talked to Gakuto about it, but I'd like to do the same thing. I guess Atobe is seeing Hiyoshi now, but it still feels awkward. I want to be able to be who we are and not worry about his feelings or wonder if it's okay to flirt or touch when I feel like it. At least my love is here. You have to travel across Osaka to get to yours. I...understand. I am just going to miss you so very much.
Yeah, I have. I go into "work" an hour early on Thursdays to make the meeting. You can worry about me if you let me worry about you. Deal?
Nope! No arguements. We'll be one big puppy pile.
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