Senri's here. At TeniU, living down the hall and woring at Catering Services alongside of me. Never expected that. Freaking small world.
Gakuto: You okay? Look, I--um--told Senri we'd feed him occasionally. He always forgets to eat. If you don't like it, I can just make him up a care package. He says he's changed. I don't know...part of me wants to
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14. I am all innocence!
15. Whippersnapper!
Private to Shinji
I'm the intrusion into your personal space, like a guest who's overstayed his welcome. Just kick me out. You need time to yourself and time with just Gakuto the same as I. It won't kill either of us. Maybe I'll leave him one of my shirts and I'll steal his pillow case.
...Moving out? What?
I've leaned on you so much, and you take so much on, Shinji. I feel the same way you do. And I know I do the same thing when I'm troubled. You know, if two people lean on each other, they form a triangle, which is far stronger than a single beam. Maybe we should give it a try.
When have I ever not forgiven you? (Not that there's anything to forgive.)
I'm going to tell you something even Gakuto doesn't know. I've been attending Al-anon meetings for about two and a half years now. I know not to get my hopes up or to fall for any of his typical BS. And, maybe, just maybe, I understand a little more about why I always did before. Don't worry about me.
#13. I am definitely lashing the beds together, and then Gakuto and I are going to make a Shinji sandwich and do some serious cuddling. Got that?
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14. I'll believe it when I see it.
15. You're just jealous that I'm still limber, flexible...and not going gray.
Private to Kippei
I don't want to kick you out, Kippei. You...belong there. You do.
*sighs* I should've said nothing. Atsushi and I would like to move in together at some point in the future...near future would be nice. How badly are you about to freak, and do I need to lock up the wood chipper?
*laughs* Fine. We'll make a triangle, Kippei.
You have been? Kippei...wow. I'm glad that you have been going, Kippei, I really am. And I will still worry about you. I always will.
.....*blushes* Kippei. I...am not going to be allowed to argue, am I?
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14. XD
15. I'm all of those things, too, Junior!
Private to Shinji
Remember those Warner Bros. chipmunks? That's us. "No, after you!" "No, you stay. I insist!" "No, you stay!" You are welcome in your own room, for heaven's sake. If you feel uncomfortable, just let me know. I don't want to chase you out. So say something! Please?
No wood chipper. Atsushi is good for you. I haven't talked to Gakuto about it, but I'd like to do the same thing. I guess Atobe is seeing Hiyoshi now, but it still feels awkward. I want to be able to be who we are and not worry about his feelings or wonder if it's okay to flirt or touch when I feel like it. At least my love is here. You have to travel across Osaka to get to yours. I...understand. I am just going to miss you so very much.
Yeah, I have. I go into "work" an hour early on Thursdays to make the meeting. You can worry about me if you let me worry about you. Deal?
Nope! No arguements. We'll be one big puppy pile.
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It hurts, being far from him Kippei. It hurts even more, sometimes, because I get reminded just by walking in my door and seeing you and Gakuto wrapped around each other. You two are pretty much assured that you will see each other. 'Sushi and I...we have to fight for it sometimes. We want to be with each other. And...I'd still be in Osaka, Kippei. As it is, you'll probably leave me first. Atsushi and I have to do a lot of saving before we can leave. It'll be easier for you and Gakuto. You won't miss me once you've left. You'll hardly notice, I bet. Except to revel in the peave and quiet.
I'd rather you not worry about me, but I can't stop you. *smiles*
All piled together...you really haven't talked much about dreams to Gakuto, have you?
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