Jun 22, 2004 00:40
I totally feel like a skank...why? I dunno I just feel like I am, and especially that I dress like one.
And then I get upset over comments...yah well with the shit I wear it's no fucking wonder. Every time I hang with people I always feel too dressy and exposed...and I feel like everyone else thinks I look like trash. It's just the way people look me up and down, makes me feel completely worthless.
And having people drive past and yell sexual invites doesn't make things better. No matter what some people think, that is NOT flattering and actually it really affects me negatively.
No doubt I have self-esteem issues, all I am is a physical trophy to some people. Hey guess what I actually have a brain too, shocking eh?
It's fucking annoying how people don't take me seriously, I'm just a pretty face and a set of breasts, seriously, it's bullshit.
What do I have to do, wear sweaters and jeans everywhere before people will treat me like a person? Well fuck off.
Maybe if we didn't have porn and strip clubs and low-class shit like that, women wouldn't be objectified so much, and we wouldn't be made to feel so worthless and used.
People don't respect sex anymore, it's all about physical satisfaction and women are just used for that purpose. Anyone remember what the word love means? Yah didn't think so...
Look at me...at the beginning of this LJ I'm totally ragging on myself, I've completely let those low-class perverts out there make me believe I'm nothing more than my physical appearance.
We should be able to feel sexy, dress sexy without feeling like an object to the idiots out there. They create the porn, the strip clubs, they make it seem like they will only be interested if you dress that way, and then they have the nerve to call girls sluts for dressing sexy...what the fuck is that about?
Why can't we respect a woman for who she is, and not what she can do in bed, or in a movie or on a fucking pole. That completely disgusts me. Whether you believe it or not the people who create porn and strip clubs are indirectly responsible for such things as rape, abuse, child porn etc. And the people who watch it are only encouraging this endless viscous cycle.
Fuck I hate what this world has become...