And the summer begins...

Jun 05, 2004 00:15

You know sometimes when you just get this amazing feeling that washes over you...it's peaceful and happy and exciting and you just know that life is going perfectly your way? Well that is EXACTLY how I feel right now.
I just feel like I'm surrounded by so many amazing people whom I love and I'm loving myself for the first time in sooo long. I feel really young...I mean I'm not old, but I feel like I'm 16 again. I feel so free and I dunno...alive, lol.

I know this summer is going to be amazing...it's already starting. The Inner Harbor is bringing in all the summer entertainment, Stephy and I got a head start on that...the Oak Bay Tea Party is tomorrow...I just feel like there are all these things that I can actually enjoy now...no more drama, no more pain and obstacles.
Nothing seems very bad anymore...

I know I'm a very different person than I used to be and I love it...growth is sooo gratifying! Independence is so indescribably amazing. It's the biggest sense of relief to just let things slide off your shoulder, just kick them into the past and keep walking.

Right now the best thing is just living...this summer will be memorable for sure...to any of you who may not be so happy just take a minute on a sunny day and just look up into the clear blue sky...how bad could life really be?

PS listen to Josh Groban, he is happiness personified
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