Hmmm....
I dunno exactly why but I have just been so completely irritable lately. It's like a fucking mid-life crisis or something. Most people are just getting on my nerves so fucking much...just everything they say, even if they just stand there silently. Even just thinking about hearing them talk. Is that not psychotic?I just want to smack these people and tell them to fuck off.
I think I'm going through another "change-stage". I change my interests, my hobbies, my views, I mature a bit more and people I used to have things in common with just start to piss me off soooooo much I can't stand it. I dunno...
On the up side I am very happy right now, and working my ass off to enjoy it and not be conflicted. I hate being conflicted about things and people who make me happy, it just totally ruins everything.
So my new vow, don't let myself and things in my past ruin my present and my future.
Speaking of the future, things are looking good. I've been in contact with one of the admin counsellors from IADT who informed me that there's no need to do the 10 month program here first, it's just a huge waste of time and money. So I'm backing out and looking into getting my student loan transferred, so I can apply for January.
I really think I would love Montreal.
BUT
There's also Ryerson, where I would get a BAA, which would be so much better. Sadly it's hella expensive and a 4-year program, AND much harder to get into than IADT.
So hmmm....this will require considerable thought....any suggestions?
I think I'm going through another "change-stage". I change my interests, my hobbies, my views, I mature a bit more and people I used to have things in common with just start to piss me off soooooo much I can't stand it. I dunno...
On the up side I am very happy right now, and working my ass off to enjoy it and not be conflicted. I hate being conflicted about things and people who make me happy, it just totally ruins everything.
So my new vow, don't let myself and things in my past ruin my present and my future.
Speaking of the future, things are looking good. I've been in contact with one of the admin counsellors from IADT who informed me that there's no need to do the 10 month program here first, it's just a huge waste of time and money. So I'm backing out and looking into getting my student loan transferred, so I can apply for January.
I really think I would love Montreal.
BUT
There's also Ryerson, where I would get a BAA, which would be so much better. Sadly it's hella expensive and a 4-year program, AND much harder to get into than IADT.
So hmmm....this will require considerable thought....any suggestions?