i would really love it, if someone who really loved me would just hold me tight on this extremely lonely night because i feel like a piece of shit ( Read more... )

i fucking hate everything right now ( Read more... )

sometimes i really would rather talk to a stranger. lately strangers have been the only people i have talked to. my friends, i am sorry for my recent disappearing act. people who have known me a while know i do this occassionally. for everyone i have met this past year, i want you to know it is nothing personal. i go through drastic changes after ( Read more... )

i dont want to do anything.
i dont want to see anyone.
i just want to hang out here by myself.
for now.
probably this whole week.
i need a change of pace.
i like school.
what?
yeah i said it.
i like school.

coffee, cigarettes, books and what not=life.

loveyou.

today is such a lovely day.
and it isent just because of the amazing weather.
i feel so free...its so hard to explain.

but damn dont spend your life worrying and being sad.
there is so much out there if youd just open your eyes.

i cant wait to change the world.
and i will, just you wait.

its a good day for a bike ride.

LOVE YOU ALL<3.

shit is fuckign crazy ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

i had a lot to say a minute ago, i feel i could go on forever...but...you know...

it's pointless to draw up conclusions before youve actually reached them.

<3.

so i was having like...the shittiest day ever, then i decided to come out of the closet.

so yeah...im pretty gay.

if your surprised.....maybe i just never told to you about how many girls i have a crucsh on.

and if your not. fun huh?!!!

coming out to my parents is going to be much much more difficult, but fun!

<3.

so how about a second wave of amazingness?

come on.

we all want to change the world.

we saw what happend in the sixties, lets fix thier mistakes and make it better, and bigger and more effective.

yeah? yeah.

please please please. the world is miserable.

<3.