My depression is flaring up hard lately, and I only see my therapist once a week, so I should at least TRY to write it down in hopes that spilling my guts will make me feel a little better.

So for the most part? This flare-up is art related. I feel like a huge failure. To quote a rather recent tumblr post:

"Man, talking to my art friends always ( Read more... )

Haha GWS reference. But seriously. Had a pretty major breakdown last night, and ended up keeping poor Dylan up until 3 AM because of it ( Read more... )

I'm tired of being treated like this.

I have a lot of issues, but I am not broken.
It would be nice if other people took notice of that for once.

Well, Dawn finally lost it. She absolutely lost it. And you know what she lost it over? A fucking bathroom.

It happened a few days ago, and honestly, it's STILL pissing me off. She started a fight with me, despite me telling her that we needed to step away and calm down SEVERAL TIMES. And that fight just made me realize that there must be something ( Read more... )

So, I guess time flies when you're busy as fuck. It still feels like the first week, but I guess I'm now at the 4th week. Whoo.

Things have calmed down a bit. I no longer feel overwhelmed, though the work & school combo has cut into my sleep. I ended up dropping one of my classes, because the teacher was a douche (and was so old, He had forgotten ( Read more... )

The title pretty much says it all.

First off, I ended up getting in a fight with my friend. Drama between buds is not a normal occurrence in my life; I avoid confrontation like the plague. This tiff apparently was a freak occurrence. What happened was that she and I had made plans the previous week. She is a mother, and her husband works a lot, so ( Read more... )

My landlady just lied to housing assistance and instead of telling them the truth - that is, that she tried to kick me out without getting an eviction notice - she told them that it was my choice to move out ( Read more... )

So, remember how I said that my landlady is fucking psychotic, and likes to switch between being buddy-buddy with me, and being passive aggressive toward me? Yeah. That's what's been going on recently ( Read more... )

Yeah, haven't been on in a while. Which I kinda wish I had, because a lot of shit has been going down and it's hard to deal with at times ( Read more... )

God dammit, I'm pissed ( Read more... )