May 19, 2003 12:37
'o man,
I swear this town is too small for all the fucking people who live here.....
i can't stop cleaning my place....
and last night I couldn't sleep,....well I always can't sleep..
so I started to think of ways I could rearrange the furniture in my room....when i get home I plan to work on it...
I'm killing myself to stay busy so I wont think about other things or realize how lonely I am...
the job search is sucking......there is a tinny glimmer of hope..the Humane society is looking for someone to help with animal care, they are a no kill shelter, so I could really see myself working for them....
just me and the animals, that could be nice.