moved to somerville with joncon last night. party drunk with power destroy. yes.

didnt sleep again lastnight. skate everyday. municipal waste tonight. yep.

skated today. do whats best. made me happy. Im pretty excited for the show, not even that we're playing just cause theres alot of bands are playing and its at a skatepark. skating and show at the times a good mixture. I cant wait til sadewicz's mini ramp is done, the most awesome miniramp BBQ sessions ever. yep.

Im gunna steal a boat and once the water floods all the streets im gunna drive around and smash into everything and drive through glass windows and drive it down stair sets. I am 100 percent aware that this is unrealistic so all your people that are gunna tell me that i cant do this and that it will never happen. EAT SCUM.

I hate going to school. i go for the whole day and go to like 3 classes. Everything and everyone there makes me so fucking upset. everyone everywhere makes me upset. Everyones hung up on relationships and sex and crap. Relationships are retarded get it through your heads. All people wanna do these days is hangout with the people there porking or ( Read more... )

Subterfuge.

i feel like im losing my mind. i have muscle spasums all over and my whole neck and back feels ridiculous. i have a bunch of weird habbits like twitches and stuff. Everyone keeps asking me about future and i've been pushing it away for so long and now its starting to catch up i guess. I have so much stuff on my mind and it keeps me up at night and ( Read more... )

municipal waste tomorrow. so friggen pumped.

all day long i was thinking about calling my dad and inviting him to battle of the bands. I havent talked to him in a long time a little over 6 months. When i walked into tacobell he was there and i saw down and talked to him for a while. thats the happiest i've been in a long time. I miss him so much even if we dont get along. It was good to see ( Read more... )

i relized the other day that i basically fucked up my highschool career to much to fix. i like having fun too much to go and pay attention and stay awake and not call my teachers idiots. I want my GED i just hate going to school and im to stupid to actually try when im there. its okay though.