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i feel like im losing my mind. i have muscle spasums all over and my whole neck and back feels ridiculous. i have a bunch of weird habbits like twitches and stuff. Everyone keeps asking me about future and i've been pushing it away for so long and now its starting to catch up i guess. I have so much stuff on my mind and it keeps me up at night and i dont sleep and i wake up early and go to school but i dont do anything. I make the effort to go i dont know why i dont do anything. to tired, hate all the people and the atmosphere. i dont know, im not trying to complain i just need to put this somewhere so i can get it out of my head. All i've really wanted to do and do do lately is skateboard, im happy with that. I havent seen my best friend in forever, not happy with that. yep.