Indeed, misery loves company.

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Current wants (as of 9:01 PM)

• Go far, far away. Korea, US, London, Japan, wherever. Just far away from here
  
• Or at least go to an empty field and scream, mope
• Go drinking
• Have a child. As in really.
• Or at least have my niece and nephew with me right now.

I want to be a kid again. So I can worry about the simplest things.

Like how I could eat without getting ugly black teeth
Like how I could pull out the very first loose tooth inside my mouth
Like how I could get away with not taking the usual afternoon nap so I can watch those 3 pm cartoons
Like how I could hide the ghastly wound I got from climbing ( Read more... )

Drop.
Breathe in. Release.
This is me. I am me. This is I.
My body.
Heart. Soul. Mind.
Movement.

Fingers twitch. Head rolls. Emotions take over the soul.
Pounding.
Tears.
Pain. Pain. Pain. Pain. Pain.
Forgiveness. Deny.
Movement.

Rolling. Rising. The soul takes over the body.

Drop.
Breathe in. Release.
This is me. I am me. This is I.

Pain. Pain. Pain. Pain. Pain ( Read more... )

After a wonderful uprise of very life-altering and faith-strenghtening events which took place over the weekend (as written here) and a week of fasting, it seems that I have immediately been put to the test, humbled greatly by how my life has been going so far ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again... skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. 
-anonymous

It felt as if there was a hole in my stomach ( Read more... )

it's one thing to verbally offend your children ( Read more... )

Trouble
Oh trouble set me free
I have seen your face
And it's too much too much for me

Trouble
Oh trouble can't you see
You're eating my heart away
And there's nothing much left of me

I've drunk your wine
You have made your world mine
So won't you be fair
So won't you be fair

I don't want no more of you
So won't you be kind to me
Just let me ( Read more... )

To person number 1: You know how much it hurts to know that you think I lie about almost every single thing I do?! And to think that you're the one who lied about the most unrespectable decisions you made ( Read more... )